My Name is Liza Kay

Update that no one will read

2012-01-20T15:54:00.000+08:00

I am horrible in blogging now. I barely go on facebook as well and I'm damn proud of myself for doing so!
I believe there's more to life than blogs, google+, facebook and what's that thing called again... yea, TWITTER(I personally don't use twitter, I'm just saying because most people I know do)

So it's been about half a year, of which I've devoted to LIVING.
Don't get me wrong, I don't live in a cave, unless you count BANGI as a secluded sad cave. I still do go on youtube and google is still my 2nd brain, so... yeah :D

Ooh, I'm only blogging because I've fallen sick and when you're sick, you don't feel like going out or ... taking bath. So... I was reading my old posts, and realized how lame and dramatic I was (still am a little bit sadly ) and I am looking through the list of promises I made myself. I wanna see I've accomplished them

So I've decided to draft a list of things I MUST do this year.

1. Wear makeup AT LEAST once a week (trust me, this one is TOUGH NOW)
2. Get my hair done every 5months, to use a hair treatment every week.
3. Use more sunscreen (YES)
4. Call my old friends, or at least chat with em on facebook.
5. Buy a pair of heels (My mum offered, but I opted for a pair of Converse shoes. SHAME ON ME. LOL. I'll try again)

6. Work out everyday. THIS DOES NOT INCLUDE PARKING THE CAR AND WALKING TO CLASS.
7. Weigh myself every week (6 &7 go hand in hand) and to reach my ultimate goal weight I once achieved in form 6 by August.
8. Study everyday til my eyes feel as heavy as Kelly Clarkson's arms.
9. REPLY MESSAGES whether on Facebook or to my phone - I'm extremely guilty of not doing this
10. Party in Amsterdam in May.

and let me tell you... most of them... were accomplished. LOL. I'm surprised myself to be honest. Ok, let's review that again.

So I've decided to draft a list of things I MUST do this year.

1. Wear makeup AT LEAST once a week (trust me, this one is TOUGH NOW)

*I started wearing makeup again, and I regret. My skin looks horrid, ok, not so bad la. OK FINE, it's my fault because I hate face powder, so I use body powder and now my pores are clogged and I have pimples and I'm.. I DONT CARE. I will never look like Adrianna Lima anyway, so.. so what. :(

2. Get my hair done every 5months, to use a hair treatment every week.

*I can't believe this was on the list, how shallow was I. Anyway, my hair looks healthier now. Much much healthier. After leaving it alone, and allowing it to heal, oh, and I cut my hair very short, and now it's long again, and healthy and better looking :)
3. Use more sunscreen (YES)
*Fail. I is lazy.

4. Call my old friends, or at least chat with em on facebook.
I did. I did. Ok, I reply 80% of my texts, and I don't go on facebook much, so... fail la. Partially. GOOD NEWS: I check my emailS often.

5. Buy a pair of heels (My mum offered, but I opted for a pair of Converse shoes. SHAME ON ME. LOL. I'll try again)

*LOL. I sounded like such a bimbo dumb dumb. I hate heels. I buy heels once in 2 years. I invest in pricey flip flops because who the hell wants to suffer with posture problems at 80? Not me. I'm from Sarawak, we like to look all "Bohemian-hippy-beach-y"... I sound dumb, go away. FAIL.

6. Work out everyday. THIS DOES NOT INCLUDE PARKING THE CAR AND WALKING TO CLASS.

*HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAH. EVERYONE I've met has complimented my dramatic weightGAIN. I look like kelly clarkson. Why am I laughing? Oh yea, because last night, I had a whole pizza to myself for dinner and downed it with coke. This is very bad, I know. I'll exercise... tomorrow.

7. Weigh myself every week (6 &7 go hand in hand) and to reach my ultimate goal weight I once achieved in form 6 by August.

*I was a very self conscious girl in form 6. I lost 12 kilos in 2-3 months. I cried because someone said I looked better, know why? Because I wanted someone to say I looked underweight. I was a mess. I am so glad those days are over. I do not enjoy being a bulimic self conscious, exercise freak anymore. I love myself. I will lose weight at my own pace. Go away.

8. Study everyday til my eyes feel as heavy as Kelly Clarkson's arms.

* I do study more often. I really do hope it paid off this semester. This one is just so sensitive. I feel like a sinner just talking about it.

9. REPLY MESSAGES whether on Facebook or to my phone - I'm extremely guilty of not doing this.

*Deja vu. I do reply but I barely go on FB, but I'd say I reply more often now. So, YES. ACCOMPLISHED.

10. Party in Amsterdam in May.

*HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH. I partially failed. I went to Amsterdam in May alright. Sadly, I didn't party. I hate clubs now. I mean, hate. I barely drink alcohol anymore. I don't want to end up looking like a 60 year old at 40. Side note: Amsterdam was lame. It wasn;t that fun, besides the AMSTERDAM DUNGEON, it wasn't that awesome. I felt like I was in a lego town. I saw a lot of penis shaped souvenirs. Didn't buy any, I should have bought a penis shaped magnet for my mum and dad so they can show it off on our fridge. I tried "eating a sandwich" for the first and last time in my life LEGALLY. I hated it. The end.

My conclusion? I have turned into a boring mother like person who cares more about how much money I will have so I can have a nice house, enough to travel the world and enough to send my kids to private schools so they won't end up "brainwashed" like me, and I want them to be more stuck up so I can dislike them.. and to have my own reality show I know, my goals are very special. Thank you.

Ok, no, on a more serious note. I really do want a good life, don't we all? I don't want my kids to look back and feel embarrassed that their mother's a complete loser. I am certainly upset with the way I acted before, I have regrets, I never believe in "having no regrets". We have regrets, we're human. ~~The same way God regrets when he created my housemates and Kim Kardashian~~. The least we can do is try to fix tomorrow and make the best of today.

I pledge to NEVER eat at McDonalds ever again

2011-11-20T19:34:00.000+08:00

Disgusting!

McCruelty: I'm Hatin' It--Learn More.

Same goes for kfc.

Don't give me crap about how it's "normal" to kill animals for meat. Yes, people eat meat, but there are more humane ways to slaughter animals by the way.Plus, to each his own. To me, I refuse to give my money to money hungry corporations like KFC and McD with horrid animal welfare.

I'm angry, and no, I'm not a bird

2011-11-16T20:26:00.001+08:00

Once upon a time, these 3 hideous ugly witches ganged up on a young maiden. They made her feel like an alien, they allocated a separate rubbish bin for her, they made her pay gold coins for the bills and they spoke in a foreign language whenever she was around so she would not understand.
These 3 ugly women grew up to become even uglier monsters and they blew up and they were forgotten. The end.

Sigh.

If only fairytales were true :')

"Someday, I'll be living in a big ol city and all you're ever gonna be is mean, someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me"

"With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening, washed up and ranting about the same ol bitter things... All you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life"

Trust me, one day, someone will hit you back, no, it's not just karma, it's called my God protects me, One day, when you pull the same mean tricks you pull on someone who's NOT afraid to hurt you back, you'll see why it pays to be nicer.Thank God for Taylor Swift's therapeutic songs and thank God for the fact this is temporary! :}

I despise animal abuse

2011-09-23T01:43:00.001+08:00

Wow. I've not blogged in AGES. Does anyone even read my blog anymore? lol

sigh. It's been a great summer break. 4 months of pure laziness, adventure and ... stuff. Man, am I poetic!

lol

anyway, I'll get to that later. I have this thing that's been on my mind for ..like. ever.

Animals. Yes... animals. AGAIN.

You see, I was collecting my laundry from this area not so far from my uni and decided to stop for some coffee at this cafe nearby. While I was enjoying my very BLAND coffee, I noticed there were these 2 stray kittens and one kitten was obviously hungry and a lil naughty :) but I guess, not everyone loves kittens, so the waiter, brought that kitten really far away from the cafe, where you ask? I have no idea, but what I noticed was, when the kitten came running back, it was wet, and yes, it was raining. I suppose he left it in the rain. That... B@s.. I shall refrain from cursing. Imagine that! That poor darling was soaking wet. I swear, if that happened in Kuching, I'd bring both kittens back to my place, but unfortunately enough, my housemates here do not like... animals. sigh. I found this one kitten last year in the Kajang wet market, I walked past her, and turned back, she could barely meow, her mouth was wide open, gasping for air, yet no sound was heard, I wanted to leave her there because I did not know where to keep her. She was rather thin, and very young. Well, one year - 5 vaccinations - a one way air ticket later, she's now safe and sound at home in Kuching, with my family. I brought her back during the start of my holiday and she's healthy, a little sneaky and sooooooo precious to me I swear. I love her so much. I love all my pets, and I miss them so much :(

It was sometime in January this year when my boyfriend and I were eating out somewhere in Kuching, and as we were heading back to the car, we spotted(I did la, but David still claims he did) a small kitten, she was very skinny, her tummy was bloated and she stank :D She was playing with an empty egg shell and she was next to a rubbish bin and there were cars around... and yes, I brought her back. 8 months - MANY KGs later, she's safe and sound at home, she's not skinny anymore, nope, she's SO FAT I swear. Even the vet asked my mum how did Cookie get so fat! I suppose my love for animals is hereditary (ok fine, I know it's IMPOSSIBLE, but let me sound smart for once).

Ok fine, I get it, not everyone loves animals but... I just can't understand why. I love animals so much I swear. EVERYTIME I see a starving stray, or a wounded animal, an animal that's been run over, or one of those documentaries on animals being hunted for *insert name of animal body part the heartless poachers from China believe can cure whatever it is they're suffering from*, I just.. cry. I feel SO sad. It breaks my heart damn it! My boyfriend knows me so well, he'll know exactly why I am quiet and he knows exactly the right words to say( even then, words are just not enough). I just... do not get why some people must go to the extent of hurting animals. I know, some may be allergic, or for some, it's going against a religion to go near a certain type of animal, which I understand are perfectly fine, but why must some hurt animals? And yes, I still eat meat :( but, torturing animals and hunting for food are two TOTALLY different things, my friend said it's a lot like comparing a rapist with a guy jerking off. lol.

I get so... fish-ing pissed when people abuse animals for ... fun. All these expletives and curses come out of my mouth, I literally mean every word. Phew. It's not just anger, it's sadness.

Animals have feelings too btw, What sickens me is how people keep pets, but treat them like crap. What's the point then? Oh, another thing which pisses me off to no end is how, people love saying

"I don't like keeping LOCAL animals/STRAY animals as pets, I prefer the IMPORTED ones because they're better looking"

Well, isn't that so... inconsiderate and heartless. I sometimes feel like answering:

I'D RATHER WATCH SOME EXOTIC 5'11 MODEL STARE AT THE SKY ALL DAY THAN LOOK AT YOUR ROJAK FACE BECAUSE YOU'RE LOCAL (I don't mean it, I'm just proving a point)

A pet will stay loyal to you even if you treat it like crap, and how can it not sicken you to think of how patient it waits for you to get back yet all you do is just forget to feed it, or not pet it? Or how can it not make you sad that it cries for you when it's soaked under the rain because you did not lengthen its leash so it's without shade? :(

sigh.If you're actually reading my dead blog, please please please remember to take extra care of your pets, or adopt one, or care for a stray or whatever it is. There are just so many ways to care. Donate to the SPCA, lengthen the length of your dog's leash, let it go at night to run around, bring it for a walk, prepare some proper food for your cat, play with it, keep it safe, check if it's near your car before you drive out, keep it safe, sigh, so many things. A lot of people say they'd love to travel to a distant part of the world to save some dying species, and though I think it's noble and awesome, I'd start here. I'll start here. Right here first because that's just the way it should be.

Good link

http://www.piaberrend.org/animals-their-natural-rights-which-must-be-acknowledged-in-every-country-s-law/

Have you read about the whole Pulau Ketam issue? I'd rather not type about it here, still hurts me so much. When will our government realize animals have the right to live as well? RM 200 is the max fine for killing/abusing an animal. THAT'S RIDICULOUS.

If a man aspires towards a righteous life, his first act of abstinence is from injury to animals.
- Leo Tolstoy

The greatness of a nation and its moral progress can be judged by the way its animals are treated.
- Mahatma Gandhi

Something to think about. Sigh. I miss my Cheezel, Chimmy(Chonga), Cookie and Schnitzel :(

* why are all my pets named after food?

Turning 22

2011-06-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

I'm turning...

dum dum dum dum!!!

22 YEARS OLD

O.O

Every birthday I've had, I would never fail to remind everyone, but this year, I only did a little reminding, almost next to none.

at 12, you just cannot wait to turn 13 because at 13, you'll finally be in high school with "cute 16 year old boys"

at 14, you cannot wait to turn 17 because you'll finally be old enough to drive and at 17, you can't wait to turn 18 because of two words: Legal Eagle

At 20, after the clubbing phase slowly dies down, you cannot wait to turn 21 because at 21, everything legal, is legal for you, like voting.

At 21, there's nothing cool about turning 22!!

gah. Whatever lahh. I'd better get a cake tomorrow from someone, or I'll just stay in bed listening to Lionel Richie songs while reading RETIREMENT HOME brochures :O

mean

2011-04-15T16:57:00.000+08:00

You call me fake, you call me mean, you call me a bitch, you talk bad about me

and yes, It does hurt.

I'm not going to claim that it does not affect me, because I'm human, I have feelings and it does hurt

and if I've said anything about you I'm sorry

If I didn't and you're blowing it out of proportion, God bless you, because I hope karma hits you.

Don't be so mean.

I don't Want to Grow Up

2011-01-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

This is once again gonna sound very very corny.

It'll probably make me sound like a die hard Taylor Swift fan but yeah, I'll risk it!

I was listening to a song on her album called "Never Grow Up", and BAM, it hit me.

I'm not 13 anymore.
I don't wear rose tinted glasses anymore, I'm not in high school anymore, I don't go around with my walkman anymore.

I grew up. For a second, it may seem like a good thing, but then other factors come to mind...

My mum's not 45 anymore

My dad's not 50 anymore.

Chimmy's not a kitten anymore.

Crystal is turning 19 in a month.

I barely go out with them when I'm in Kuching anymore.

For 8months in a year, I'm not at home.

... and that's when it starts sinking in.

I'm not saying my parents or my cat or my dog are crippled ol' senior citizens but, every second, every joke, every moment, passes by like the wind.

I remember being 12 on the last day of school. Crying my eyes out, along with the rest of my classmates, because we were moving on to secondary school.

When I was 16, I looked back and laughed, thinking to myself of how silly I was to cry JUST BECAUSE I was moving on to high school.

Now I'm 21 (turning 22 this June) , and I wish, I could go back =(

I remember being 10 years old, in Target, looking through the books on sale, and a book on Puberty caught my eye. At the time, I wanted it SO badly. I wanted to grow up so fast, I wanted to be 16, I wanted to be anything but a kid.

Now, I look back and wish I had picked up a Barbie doll instead.

I remember being 15 years old when my parents allowed my friends and I to stay a weekend away in Damai for the Rainforest World Music Festival in 2004, and I was ecstatic! I recall shooing my parents away so my friends and I could have more time to ourselves because we were FIFTEEN and we weren't "kids" anymore.

Now, I seriously would love to bring my parents along.

They say the older you get, the wiser you become, and to a certain extent, I agree, but at the same time, we look back only to regret and to "wish" we had done this and not done that.

I swear, I wish, to feel that feeling once again of being 15 or 14 again, innocent yet adventurous at the same time. I know I had horrid fashion sense( Some may agree that I still do :D), I had those horrid rose tinted glasses, I spoke too fast, I stumbled when I spoke. I know I didn't have as much "freedom" to go out the way I do now. I know I couldn't drive, nor did I receive anything more than rm3 a day for school. I know I was "embarrassed" to be seen with my parents, but guess what? I WANT IT SO BADLY.

I'm not scared to grow old, because I'm forever young in Christ.

I'm not afraid to "lose" anyone, because Christ has overcome death.

But I sure would like to go back once again.

The older we get, the more "logical" we get. The more we analyze, scrutinize, the more we "realize" how a certain something really works instead of looks.

In high school, Rainforest music fest was like.... a magical fun escape from the "harsh" realities of "secondary school" and "mean boys who ignore us", in other words, it was great, but now, after attending the last one, Rainforest music fest feels like "sarawak cultural village + mud + bad music + mud + expensive food + a whole lot of teenagers(damn I feel old)"

I mean, even now, I'm sick of clubbing, and it's only been a year.

I know, everyone grows up, and that, I agree, but sometimes, we take advantage of that. We exploit the time we have, we take advantage of the time certain people would spend with us, we become pessimistic grouchy critics in life.

A lot of people may have unrealistic/colourful resolutions for the new year, but I believe I only have one, and that is to

NOT GROW OLD, BUT TO GROW

I will spend more time with the Lord, so he'll be able to show me how to spend time with those around me, whether they be family or friends.

To show me how to appreciate things around me.

To show me I'm still 21 years young and my parents are merely teenagers in disguise

To show me friendships can last

To show me a world filled with forgiveness, optimism and love can be so much better than the opposite.

As much as I disliked Swift, this song of hers, really did make me tear up. So, I'll lay off the Taylor Swift jokes :)
and here are some photos, although I've posted a few in the past, it never hurts to do so again.

and lastly, the song <3

Hello and a Confusing New Year

2010-12-31T03:23:00.000+08:00

God,

It's december already, wait no, it's almost January! It's been a year =)

This may sound really corny but I think the motto for the following year shall be "SPEAK NOW"

Don't judge nme, I bought Taylor Swift's album and I agree with the mediocre singer (I said she can't sing, I never said her songs suck). SPEAK NOW. It's now or never.

I'm 21 yet I feel very very bored. I don't see the need to apply eyeliner, I don't see the need to run until the scale screams "YOU'RE FIT ENOUGH!", I don't feel the need to call or reply my friends,to speak out the way I would before, I don't see the need to talk or I don't see the need to apologize to those who've scarred me, I don't see the need to down shot after shot, to buy the highest heels or to paint a facade.

ALL I WANNA DO IS

spend time with my family, to go on dinners with them, to hug my pets, to hug my boyfriend, to watch gLee, to do well in my studies, to travel, to get married in Vegas!(lol), to sing my heart out in a Rascal Flatts concert, to have him by my side, to trust in God.

It's been a year, and things have changed. ALOT.

I would ask "What's a year?" in the past. Heck. Now I'm confirming that A year is most definitely something.

Would i say i've matured? Maybe. It pretty much depends on your definition of mature. While I most definitely agree with my metamorphosis in character...

What is worrying is this... I know wearing makeup seems as much of a chore to me as washing dishes but I'm 21, and I'm young, I wanna have the chance to slap on layers of makeup like Taylor Momsen before I become a mum.

I know the thought of parties bore me but I'm 21 and I should be able to go to a club with my friends, to dance in my highest heels one more time before I completely give up on the idea.

I know I used to be a total health nut, what with all the workouts and stuff, and how now I couldn't care less but I admit, I had fun working out before, it wasn't just because I wanted to fit into an S sized pair of skinny jeans but because it was fun to run while listening to my iPod on full blast, neglecting the world as I ran, feeling awesome doing so. Plus, I've all these amazing clothes in my closetS which cant fit anymore BOO HOO.

she looks like a zombie panda baby

I know I don't wanna apologize to those who've scarred me, to those who are still talking bad about me, but there's one thing I've learnt this year and that is "JESUS LOVES ME". If I, a sinner as soiled as the rest of the world, am accepted by his grace, why can't I forgive? It says forgive, it never says forget. SO THERE, I FORGIVE YOU, and I'll be nice to you, you and you. If you choose to ignore me, or to talk bad about me, may God be my defense, and all the best to you, I'll ignore you too.

So I've decided to draft a list of things I MUST do this year.

1. Wear makeup AT LEAST once a week (trust me, this one is TOUGH NOW)

2. Get my hair done every 5months, to use a hair treatment every week.

3. Use more sunscreen (YES)

4. Call my old friends, or at least chat with em on facebook.

5. Buy a pair of heels (My mum offered, but I opted for a pair of Converse shoes. SHAME ON ME. LOL. I'll try again)

6. Work out everyday. THIS DOES NOT INCLUDE PARKING THE CAR AND WALKING TO CLASS.

7. Weigh myself every week (6 &7 go hand in hand) and to reach my ultimate goal weight I once achieved in form 6 by August.

8. Study everyday til my eyes feel as heavy as Kelly Clarkson's arms.

9. REPLY MESSAGES whether on Facebook or to my phone - I'm extremely guilty of not doing this.

10. Party in Amsterdam in May.

THEY WILL BE DONE... or, I could ignore the list and buy a bag of chocolate covered almonds and download gLee. Hmm. Nah, I'll stick to the list :p

TAKE NOTE: ALL PHOTOS DO NOT BELONG TO ME

Happy new year friends! Don't waste it, not even for a second because in one year, you can:

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at the end of the day, one year means so much because it's not just one thing, but a series of things that makes it worth crying once it reaches 12.

Once again, Happy Blessed new year Friends (and family) =)

Much a do about Taylor-West

2010-11-23T06:08:00.000+08:00

Call me outdated, but I JUST watched the 2010 VMAs. Back in the apartment I'm staying in when I'm not in Kuching, I don't get MTV and my broadband is slow as heck.

Anywho, there's all this talk about Taylor Swift's 'heartfelt' diss/indirect-apology/artistic/poetic song "Innocent".

Most believe the song was written for Kanye, after what he did on stage during the 2009 VMAs.

To be completely honest, I'm not surprised she performed so as well. She's an obvious attention whore who uses the drama to propel her fame. OH COME ON! We all agree! She can't sing! Her songs are so so, and with BETTER singers like Lea Michelle, it comes to no surprise, the drama in her lyrics are her weapon.

I watched her performance and I must say. Her singing is awful. Yea, I know, I can't sing either, but I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT ON MY BLOG, and plus, I'm being honest. I really liked Taylor when she first came out, I have her whole album even, I really did like her, but after all the unnecessary drama she's created, plus the "astounding" (pfft.) discovery her songs sound the same, I kicked the Taylor habit. I still think she's pretty though, does that count?
Her singing is really bland. She sounds like one of those kids singing on stage during your mum's company picnic. Ouch.

My conclusion:

She's a bad singer
A good poet
An attention whore

Now let's move on to Kanye. Only one word may describe Kanye: Douche.

I think he's a total douche. He's so full of himself it hurts, but yea, nonetheless, he's talented. MUCH MORE talented than Taylor. The only reason Taylor Swift's album overshot his on the charts is because she's pretty, and she dated half of hollywood. Back to Kanye, he's really talented, but I found his performance so unworthy of my time. Yes, I heard he received a standing ovation, so what? To me, he sucked. Ok, he didn't suck per se, but he wasn't amazing. It's like this, Taylor Swift's talent level= Low, so I wouldn't really expect much from her live. Kanye West's talent level= high, therefore I expected more, but I got 'meh'.

My conclusion about Kanye:

Talented
A douche
An attention whore

Both their performances sucked to a certain extent, and no, I can't do better, I'm reviewing, not claiming I can perform better, DUH.

BUT, I did enjoy performances by Justin Bieber(don't hate me), Eminem and Rihanna. All 3 were good.

I know Justin looks like a 16 year old butch with blonde hair, but he's talented, he may be mainstream, but I can bet all my expensive clothes, bags, makeup and shoes he can play the drums and sing better than most of us. THERE, I said it :)

I liked Eminem and Rihanna during their performance, sides, they've always been talented, so it came to NO surprise.

Ok. There. I blogged. haha.

Teenage Dream

2010-10-14T05:20:00.000+08:00

It's been 4 months and 12 days since I said yes <3

It's been 9 months and 16 days since the day he first held my hand :)

It's been 32 days since I last met him

I miss him.loads.

Girls, just because you're heartbroken, it doesn't mean all men are bad. Forgive, and move on. You'll regret forever if you don't! I met the most annoying guy 5years ago and LOATHED him. Met him again on my birthday last year and LAUGHED AT him. Met him in December last year and was intrigued by him. Met him 32 days ago and I'm still in love with him.

Just cause your relationship looks as if its to the point of hopeless. Remember that there's still tonnes of men (or women, whatever rocks YOUR boat) who may be just as good, if not, better.

Don't hate your exes. something I had to learn, because yes, they did hurt you, they broke your heart, they stole your dog(???) but heck, they're helping you move forward to find a better man! Think about it *grins*

It's not so much of the person you miss but the memories. It's true.

Plus, if you feel as if you've not been getting much out of the relationship, move on for God's sake.

LOVE LOVE LOVE.

Love doesn't treat you bad, LOVE DOESN'T CHEAT ON YOU(I was never cheated on I suppose, so yes. Not about me) Love doesn't beat you up, or sells your car. That isn't love, that's torture.

Pack your bags and move on, get a new haircut, or a new bag, or a new aspect on life. It'll be a heck load better than being tortured.

There is. . .

2010-10-04T03:17:00.003+08:00

Nothing wrong with being gay

Nothing wrong with dying your hair

To pierce your right eyebrow

To scream when you're upset

To run when you're scared

To use lipstick

Something wrong with those who don't do any living.

Steve jobs created the iphone,God created humans.get it right.

Cheesel the animal.

2010-09-28T02:15:00.001+08:00

After my groupmates and I finished out take home exam. Yes. Take home exam.

We had lunch in McD.

After McD, I went to the wet market to buy fish. YES. IN THE AFTERNOON. The smell!

I was about to leave, and I saw a kitten, in a box, by the road. I walked away, I turned back. It looked sick. thirsty. 

I asked the people nearby whether someone left her there.

YES.

I asked whether I could have it

They said 

"Tidak ada suara kucing ini! Tidak baik"

This cat has no voice, not good.

Arseholes

I brought it back

I cried in the car because it 

looked as if it was gasping

Went around asking for directions to the nearest vet

Found one near my place

"St. Angel's Veterinary clinic"

Bless their souls

They gave her deworming medicine

Glucose

some food

bought her kitten milk. Kitten food and a cage.

I now have a kitten in my apartment

I don't know how some people have the guts, or the heart, to rid of animals

One day, I will open a sanctuary for stray animals like her.

I'm gonna buy two big bags of Alpo and friskies, and each time I see strays, I'll give them food.

I don't need to go to china to save the pandas, or africa to save the lions, AS MUCH I WANT TO

I'll start here.

I'd be lying to myself if I were to say I don't care.

I do. so much.

Schnitzel says yes to Cheesel!

chimmy does NOT approve

God give me the strength and the ability and the CAPABILITY to save these animals

fish.

2010-09-27T04:14:00.000+08:00

fishhhh

SOME people are so hard to talk to/work with/get along with

SOME people are extremely close minded.

Go FISH yourself. DO IT you MarkerFisher. FISH.

grrr

CALM DOWN LIZA

Curse them and their next 7 generations

I need my alone time for the next two weeks.

I've had enough of bossy hypocrites/ judgmental pharisees/ unfortunate showoffs/ close minded retards and annoying ASA BEST BROTHERS of FRIENDS for now

I need to go to the spa.

Once again. FISH.YOU.

i suck

2010-09-25T14:57:00.000+08:00

I want what she has

her bags

her shoes

her boat

her car

her boyfriend

her life

she may not exist, but I know who she is

Have the courage to act on your dreams - leave behind you the internal forces that hold you back.

I need

2010-09-24T05:14:00.002+08:00

To lose weight.

DON'T JUDGE ME.

I ate too much over the last 6months. SIGH.

I worked hard to lose those 20lbs after form 5!

I went from an L to an S in 3months. SIGH.

NOW. I'm bigger. SIGH again.

I KNOW everything about this photo is lame, but im just showing you how much THINNER I was. NOT MY THINNEST here.

Smaller :(

then :(

no "curves"(<3HANDLES)


last yr :( (and THIS was considered big last yr)


beginning of this yr

Now??

NOT TELLING =(

Operation cardiostrengthpilatesnobadcarbs will start THIS WEEK

SIIIIGH.

oh.

i'm gonna lay off fbook til my exams are over.

I've dreams to chase .

Why are showoffs sooooo entertaining?

the bigger the lie, THE BETTER. i need my entertainment, so don't hesitate to show off to me :p

heh.

had a verbal quiz today

heeeee!

i feel like a silly lil 12 yr old who has been listening to crush by mandy moore on repeat!

i made a promise to myself. After I grad. I'm gonna backpack. Starting from Thailand all the way up to China, to board on the Siberian Express to Russia and to work my way up, to take a plane to L.A., to end my journey with a hearty meal in po folks orange county *memories*

one day.

T-minus one yr

Sounds impossible?

NOPE. It's been done by others.

Talia will join me.

Before I cont. my studies.

we wanted to fly to Agra this holiday cos the tickets were cheap, but apparently, there's some incurable flu thing. (?)

I wanna join the next hash run

DID I TELL YOU? I just applied to be a member of amnesty intl.. I feel all 'Angelina Jolie' <3

I don't wanna get married til I'm 30.

I wanna travel. study. Meet new people. Party. Eat(WHAT).

I wanna dye my hair black.

night

darn I'm random

Remembering raya 09

2010-09-22T04:22:00.002+08:00

do you?

Things have changed.

people change.

we decide. yes.but.

at the end of it all, are we still looking back?

if so...

then there never was a change.
unfortunately, every single one of us, the ones they call "strong" may never admit, because our pride, is what we believe will never walk out on us.

Life's a lie. Our lifestyles are mirages, facades, but that's the way it's been eversince A&E.
Odd.

Putting pride aside is hard.

Will you? will she?
will he?

food.

2010-09-21T19:17:00.005+08:00

Before, I'd laugh at my friends who'd blog on FOOD. I've repented, because I LOVE FOOD :D

During the raya hols, I didn't go back to kuching, so I spent most of my time with a certain someone who came to visit me in K.L. and FOOD.

(MY ASS LOOKS LIKE OPRAH'S :( BOO)

I even cooked kolo mee! indeed an achievement for I barely cooked in Kuching. BAKING, FRYING AND INSTANT NOODLES DO NOT COUNT. :p

I'll post up photos on that later. OOH. OOH. David and I cooked Laksa Sarawak as well. <3 tee hee

Know What... I miss my friends. For my french assignment last sem, I talked about my family and friends, I was just looking through, and it makes me :D

Here are the lucky few who made it in my french assignment

Zul and John

Cori

Bb

David

Hazie

Natalia

Sek Kuan

Juli

Joy

Jess

Mum (LOL)

Dad

my cousin Rachel

Crystal

Norm (Yes.we.are.related.)

Cute bunch, eyh?

I wanna go to Guatemala. DONT ASK ME WHY.

..

passion.

2010-09-13T18:22:00.002+08:00

There are things which still make me a little sad, no, make that ONE thing.

No, not one person, but one thing.

Sometimes I look at my books and question, "Why am I studying this crap?"

I mean, seriously, If passion were to be like in the movies, I would not be where I am right now.

I admit. This isn't whaat I want. Far from it.

Sometimes, I just find it unfair that there are those friends of mine, studying the course I WANT, and it still makes me cry.

I can't complain, won't work.

I'm confused, and sad. My passion for that, which I want is not dead, but there are those around me trying to kill it.

Figures.

I truly do wonder if anyone cares

Me, myself and I

2010-08-28T23:12:00.006+08:00

I love eating

I miss

*him*

I went out with Taiko for dinner. I gave him this birthday card I made for him days ago, and he thought I forgot his birthday!

and he GAVE (ok, he didn't give it to me :( ) his Glenn Miller CD *grins*

I'm playing and listening to the tracks now as I type.

I just love how retro music's able to overwhelm me with this calm feeling

It's as if it takes me AWAY from everything infront of me and transports me to this world in which everyone and everything's monochromatic and all the women are wearing dresses and the men are all in collared shirts. Sounds tres formidable! <3

I have an interest in everything retro (not men). The music, the fashion, the movies, the CARS

my love :)

My mum would comment how I'd listen to music from even before her time! TALK ABOUT ANCIENT! lol

I should have learned how to play the trumpet just like Glen Miller, but alas I didn't I took piano lessons instead :(
I recently started learning how to play the saxaphone though! I went for a lesson today as a matter of fact! think playing the sax is uber sexy.

I'm happy I met Taiko months ago. He's been an AMAZING friend, one of the best. He was there each time I needed him :)

I'm happy I got close to my current beau last year, he's been amazing since, an unexpected lover indeed.

One thing, which surprised me alot last year was how I picked myself up because I couldn't stand waiting around for someone who'd never be there, so I stopped, I opened my eyes to the world, and my heart to my current beau last year in December. God surely is good. Under normal circumstances, I'd have been depressed, but I got over it pretty fast. Surprising! But oh so believable thanks to my father in heaven <3

Another one would be my studies, let's just say, I'm making the best out of it, and I'm aiming for an outbound internship by next year. every subject, every job, every book, brings me closer to my goal. Thank you daddy god !

Life's good :)

Can't wait for my love to reach here . T-minus 12 days!

CUPCAKES FOR HIM

2010-08-27T00:08:00.003+08:00

Ok I do care if he doesn't come fly here to visit me during raya We're supposed to look for food together! he's supposed to LOSE when we compete who slides down faster at the waterpark! He's supposed to buy matching shades! He's supposed to bring me to the zoo!

I miss him :(

He's supposed to bring me to TGIF to embarrass himself on his birthday again! I miss him :( WHERE ARE YOU Q

I need you more than I need cake!

Speaking of cake, during his birthday, I surprised him with the most ADORABLE cupcakes EVER

I told him we'd be going to TGIF for a casual dinner. PRETENDED to forget his birthday and well, lets just say the TGIF crew and my cupcakes really did place a big smile on that face of his :D :D

Each cupcake holds a symbol of what he wants in life.

Sweet, no?
hehe

Those lovely red velvet fondant cupcakes were made by the very talented Kak Shashue

For those who're interested click here :)

she's really good, she's sweet and super duper nice! oh, and her cupcakes are yummy and beautiful to boot!

When the TGIF crew rang the bell, he was like "WHAA T?"

and all of em came to our table, made him stand on the chair, made him sing a song. LET'S JUST SAY, HIS NEW NAME'S DAVID BIEBER! lol

made him give an acceptance speech and they did the CLAP(haahahaahha. shush.)

All in all, he loved it <3

SO WHAT

2010-08-26T22:29:00.009+08:00

SO WHAT if I'm prettier than you

SO WHAT if I'm doing well

SO WHAT if you can't come to visit me in KL this Raya

SO WHAT if you broke my heart last year
SO WHAT if you bitched about me in high school

SO WHAT if I can't understand 80% of my DEUTSCHBUCH!!

SO WHAT if my car's petrol meter makes me WORRY everyday!

SO WHAT if you're talking bad about me behind my back
SO WHAT if my own cousins blocked me on facebook :( BOO

I've gotten through most of it, I'll go through the rest

I'm OKAY :D

My father god's pushing me up

SO IT'S ALRIGHT :D
ok fine, so I had to let it out ..
meh.

But seriously though, I AM alright

At least I don't post things on facebook EVERYDAY via status updates or via notes

WUNDERSCHLUBEN! i have totally no idea what that means :(
I wonder if it's even a word
WONDERSCHLUBEN HEIDIKLUM NUNNEN HAUS SCHTIGZEN!

yea.

ooooo kayyyy...

I have 80% of german and french to catch up, assignments, assignments! and financial statements to analyze and compare before my lecturers cry! :(

OK fine. I don't think they'd cry, I'd cry if I don't achieve my goal GPA this sem :D

SO THE NEXT TIME

someone comes up to me, or texts me, or calls me, I WON'T ANSWER! I'M AS STRONG AS STEEL!

lol.

I needed that

ahh...

I feel better

love u u furry thingy

WOO HOO

2010-06-17T15:43:00.003+08:00

Congratulations my dear brotha a.k.a Norman Shane

My lil(Ok, fine. He's older than me and hes way bigger) brother was just given a job in K.L. about a week ago.

Congratulations on the fact you'll be living near ME now!
Congratulations on the fact that each time you wanna drive MY CAR, you can CALL ME! YAY!
Congratulations on the fact you're now working with IBM.
No, not magic bites, but IBM. Read that Norman, IBM, the second most valuable global brand after COCA-COLA. God Loves you.

God is great. Mum and dad cannot stress enough how we must surrender everything to him. It's not our strength, but HIS.
It's not our qualifications, but HIM.

My faith to be honest :)

Everyone's allowed to believe in what they want to believe, and I have too.

I believed God for a car in KL, I got it.

I believed God for an amazing man post heartbreak '09, I got him.

and only God knows what I want the moment I grad, all systems go with mum and dad already, so just chilax for the moment. :)

On a side note, my cat... is fat. No joke.

Why I NEED Pets

2010-06-17T09:05:00.003+08:00

The one thing I've always known about myself is that I am and always will be an animal lover.

I truly do love animals.
I despise animal cruelty of any kind and I do not think highly of anyone who'd mistreat animals.

As an animal lover, it's hard, so hard to see strays on the streets, to watch videos in which animals are being tortured or neglected, to not be able to house these animals and to take care of them is what hurts the most.

Ever since I was a little kid, it would break my heart to see stray cats or dogs wandering the streets of my city(or anywhere else for that matter), without anyone or anything to hold on to in this world.

I clearly recall this one incident when I was walking to a friend's place when I was only 12 years old, on the way there, there was this dead kitten on the ground, it was obviously killed due to a vehicle running over it, thus crushing its body. I felt like crying, my tummy felt uneasy and I could not think of anything but the poor kitten the whole day.
The same goes for when I watch videos in which animals are tortured. Take for example the murdering of animals for fur, disgusting!

It saddens me that number of people out there could not be bothered by animal rights. Yes, there are MANY who do care, but there still are many who don't.

I may not be vegan(Although, I have sworn off beef ever since last year and I've not eaten mutton in AGES, I'm now trying to swear off pork), but I really DO care about animals.

I believe animals should be treated well, with respect, just as humans should be too.
If I could, I would LOVE to save as many animals as humanly possible.
If and when I have tonnes of money, I'd donate to the SPCA or to house starving sickly strays on the streets, or to donate to an animal rights centered charity.
Whatever it is, I would if I could.

Unfortunately, for now, I can't (yet).

This is where my pets come in.
I have a cat named Marilyn "Chimmy" Monroe and a dog named Lady "Schnitzel".

Chimmy is a cat most would describe as a snob, she comes when she wants, she leaves when she wants. Then there's Lady,
Lady is a total opposite to Chimmy in a sense that she's pretty friendly, but she is a little annoying nonetheless, she just barks and barks even when there's nothing remotely exciting to bark at, sides that, she eats her own poop. She's pretty much a blonde trapped in a dog's body.

Despite all their quirky imperfections, I love them, and they love us too.

It most definitely hurts to see a dead cat on the road, or to know many wild animals are being hunted down, but to come back home to my pets, to be able to give my Chimmy a hug, or to play with my Lady makes me feel all the better.

I read somewhere that keeping pets is a waste of time and that the money used to take care of these animals should be given to the homeless.
Coming from myself, both an animal lover and a human rights activists(I'll be joining Amnesty Intl. soon), one may not know how to really love if one does not love animals.

I can't be in China saving the pandas, nor can I house strays, and yes, it tortures me knowing there are many animals out there suffering.
It may hurt knowing that there are millions, or maybe billions, of animals being tortured out there, but knowing that these 2 are safe and are mine, it makes the my world a little less painful :)

Update Again

2010-06-15T20:44:00.015+08:00

Hi.

I've been delaying my blogging for weeks now!

Just didn't feel like it :}

anywho,
Let's see what I've been up to. Not much to be honest, I've been on holiday and I suppose blogging on a holiday seems pretty sad when other things are to be done.

David and I have been cooking alot lately for some odd reason. I've gained weight!With all the delicious food, how not to :) haha. Oh well, it's alright, seeing that during the semester, it's pretty easy for me to lose the weight, with all the small meals and exercising .haha

Last week, we decided to make pizza from scratch!

Yea, FROM SCRATCH. You read that right Martha Stewart, from S-C-R-A-T-C-H.
The dough, the toppings, the sauce(yum).
Some may assume that making pizza from scratch is an easy task, but I assure you, IT'S NOT.
The toughest part being,

PREPARING THE DOUGH.

How can something so simple looking, be so hard to prepare.

We prepared the yeast

The eggs and the flour (ooh.flour =D)

The olive oil

Mixed them together with the mixer and voila! the stickiest mess(dough) you'll find.

It was pretty tough handling the dough, shaping it especially. David eventually GAVE UP and drove to the store to buy the ready made pizza crust(hes such an ijiot). I, being the prideful one refused to use the store bough crust. I MEAN,
WHAT'S THE POINT OF MAKING PIZZA FROM SCRATCH IF YOU'RE GONNA USE STORE BOUGHT PIZZA CRUST?
you might as well ring dominoes.

My pizza

His

Yes. His looks more presentable.
Yes. Mine looks moldy.
BUT... Be informed that my pizza was delicious! It was super cheesy cos we made our own alfredo pizza sauce(from scratch =D) and we topped it with LOADS of mozarella cheese. YUM?

Fine, his pizza wasn't bad as well, but you have to admit, it does look pretty... "festive/fruity/ricky martin-like" looking at the pineapple arrangement.

Pizza making may be fun, but it ain't fun cleaning up

Few days later, we were watching T.V. in the middle of the night when we decided to cook again.

We had to make do with what was available in the fridge.

The first dish we agreed on was
Oeufs sur le Plat aux Tomates (Baked Eggs with Tomatoes).

It is in fact a provencal recipe. Provence being a region in France. I've never been to provence(yet), but it's an undeniable fact that provence has been a place so well known for its beauty and tranquility so unique that artistes like Van Gogh, Monet and Matisse themselves have painted in Provence.

We decided on the dish based on a few factors:

We had tomatoes
We had eggs
We have loads of spices
I love france, I love french and Gerard Depardieu(lol)
We were watching a documentary on Provence just before that.

We sliced the tomatoes,
we broke the eggs,
we added rosemary, some thyme, a dash of pepper, some salt and olive oil.
We baked,
We snapped,
We ate.
Yum.

We drizzled some olive oil and sprinkled some dill weed to make it look cute =D

We ate some pork as well. David kicked me out of the kitchen and took over.
He was being all Jamie Oliver and I SWEAR he was being a pain in the arse.
Ijiot.

<3>

Patience

2010-05-21T20:23:00.002+08:00

What if you had a chance to improve that one particular situation but it requires time and a whole load of hard work and patching up?

I used to believe that if a situation like that arises, move on and start on something new.

Horrible isn't it

Well, things change and I've changed.
So I'm sticking to something which I said I will since last year.
Won't be long.

Things will finally pay off

GLEE!!

2010-04-24T06:05:00.006+08:00

Just watched episode 15 of GLee!!

I am head over heels for the new fella, Jesse on the show.

Gah.
Finn can scoot over.

JESSE ST. JAMES ROCKS MY SOCKS

His real name is Jonathan Groff

Look at him! He's one delectable yummy dish!

I.want.him.now.

He's not the main reason I'm so addicted to Glee, but he shall be the other reason.

Cory Monteith is officially over. As over as Lindsay Lohan's career.

:) *GIGGGGGGGGLE*

I found some photos I took of my friend while I was in Kuching in December.

and yea, was in my room. :D

I took some of myself as well:

I can't wait to get back to take more of my friends..YAY

:)

Blonde

2010-04-14T05:49:00.009+08:00

I spent a week at home about a week ago (Yay) for study week.

yes. I flew back for study week.

I decided to lighten my locks for a new look.

I decided to go

LIGHT BROWN

I ended up with YELLOW hair.

The hairstylist ended up asking me

"Did you perm or straighten your hair before this?"

My anwer:
"Um...Yes...?"

O.O

Smart move Liz, smart.
Not a great idea. Not a great idea to straighten and bleach your hair so soon after.
I recently straightened and cut my hair in K.L. two weeks before coming back to Kuching.
My mum and dad could only describe the colour as:

"Horrendous!"

Meh.

The guy I like described it as
"Nice. I Like it."

GUYS

My best friend described it as

"Karat"
Karat meaning Rust

My sister. WELL. Each time some ahbeng/ahlien/pekerjakontak(contractworker)/cat/dog passes by. She'd give me that LOOK. THAT....loook~~
That look which screams
"haha. They look like YOU"

HEH. I'll supply you with a photo: Doesn't look SO bad since I used my webcam to take the photo.

But I did get him to dye it darker a few days later

I miss my yellow hair :)

I say, this May-June when I'm back in Kuching. I'm gonna bleach my hair PLAT BLONDE.

Yes. PLAT BLONDE.

I mean, I:

am fair
do not have slitty eyes
am fair
am pretty(I like to praise myself once in awhile, sowhat.)
am not 200lbs overweight(what...?)

This reduces the risk of me looking like
"a 40 year old clubbing aunty with saggy boobs and dark skin"

i sound mean.

But all jokes aside, I think platinum blonde looks pretty chic on asians. With or without the slitty eyes. seriously.
Well of course when I say asian, I truly mean FAIR skinned asians.

I'M NOT BEING COLOURIST NOR AM I BIASED IN ANY WAY.

It's just the truth.

Take for example THIS GIRL, she looks good!
(Photo courtesy http://asparkofme.blogspot.com/2009/11/platinum-blonde-or-silvergrey.html)

There's THIS fella, whoever he is. I'm not really all for men and platinum blonde hair(unless they're born with it) but HEY, it's an example

Not forgetting:
Daul Kim(God Bless her soul)
She was one gorgeous looking asian chic with platinum blonde hair.
(Photo courtesy of link)

and let us not forget:
Ga-Ga oo la la

"But Liza, you're not Lady Gaga"

Yeah, I know. So?You aren't either.

To bleach or not to bleach.

Damien Hirst diamond encrusted skull say what?
=)

anyway, I'm back in my college for my finals.
Finals first. Hair later.
ger

Stylo Fashion Grand Prix 2010: Gaga Fashion

2010-03-29T09:53:00.035+08:00

I had a great time on Saturday night, the 27th of March to be more specific. Initially, I was supposed to go for Zouk's Earth Hour Party, but due to CIRCUMSTANCES, I didn't. Sadly. BUT... As I said before, god turns my bad days into good days :)

I ended up being asked to go for the Gaga Fashion Party at the STYLO Manor of the 7 Deadly Sins.
It's a club, and it was nice. Very nice. It's a double storey club with a classy rather gothic interior, with 95% of the club being decked with red and lit up by candles. They designed it in such a way it looked like a manor, hence the name.HEHE.

The party was one of the few events part of the Stylo Fashion Grand Prix 2010, a series of events in conjunction with the F1 Grand Prix.
The series of events would run for about 8 days altogether, ending on the the 3rd of April 2010. What's really cool is that, this year, the theme for the events would be

Recycling is the New Black Can you say "oo la la?"

haha. Anyway, I had fun. MUCH a better option than going for Zouk's Earth Hour Party. YES.

The first issue of the night was this.

Now what should I wear?

Seeing that the party would be part of the Fashion Grand Prix 2010, I couldn't have very well dressed up in a black plastic bag. I know recycling's the new black, but I don't think a literal take would be a very good idea. haha.

So yes. I decided on

Top: Marks&Spencer
Skirt: Just Cavalli
Shoes: CottonOn,Rubi
Bangles: Singapore
Earrings: Survivalstore

Result= Presentable. I felt pleased.
"Wee~" for me

I had fun. For real.

I don't really have THAT many photos. So if you wanna see more, google it

Since the theme for the night was everything "Gaga", a few were dressed in Lady Gaga-esque outfits.
Sides that, the organizers invited Marko Mitanovski himself to the party.
Marko Mitanovski is a young serbian designer whose designs have been making a serious name for him in the fashion world recently.

The reason why he was invited to the party is because he designs for Lady Gaga. Yes. Lady Gaga herself. So I suppose equating the theme of the party to his accomplishments would be a proper thing to do.

It must be pretty exciting to design for Queen Gaga herself. Lady Gaga has worn a few of Marko's creations and even chose to wear those "Edward Scissorhands" gloves designed by Marko on the cover of Q Magazine. He showcased his designs during the London Fashion week in February 2010 as well. Quoting Datuk Nancy Yeoh that night, Marko has added more celebrities to his list of clientele, including Fergie of the Black Eyed Peas.

Marko has been labeled the next Alexander McQueen(God Bless his soul) and his designs has backed this prediction up so far.

Lady Gaga on the cover of Q

Marko's creations

I'd wear this to buy a box of donuts
wouldn't you?

Lady Gaga in one of his creations during her Monster Ball Tour

Marko showcased a few of his new designs that night, he was accompanied by hairstylist Nina Butkovich-Budden and make-up artist Isidora Petrovic on Saturday. Both were very impressed with Marko's talent after catching a glimpse of his designs on FashionTv, both on his team soon after, what a match made in fashion heaven as the trio have impeccable taste as individuals and all three as a team, creating a wonderful twist of couture and eccentricity only creative minds as such are capable of.

Besides being accompanied by both Nina and Isidora, he was accompanied by Angie Ng. Angie Ng is a London based model, who has worked for the likes of Marc Jacobs and DKNY, been on the cover of FHM, been named the face of Pavilion in 2008 and yes...she was born in Malaysia. =) Marko picked Angie as his muse and I must say, excellent choice. She's gorgeous and she's all that. Literally.

The highlight of the night was when Datuk Nancy Yeoh introduced the eager crowd to Marko and his team.

The combination of those outfits and the atmosphere of the club plus the Lady Gaga music made me feel as if I was in a Lady Gaga music video that night.

Ahh..what a feeling =)
ooh ooh. PLUS, drinks were on Marko that night. Can you say free flow?

Isidora, Marko, Angie and Nina at the Manor
(Photo courtesy of "The Manor" Facebook Page)

Angie Ng

Isidora, Nina, Marko, Angie and Datuk Nancy Yeoh

The DJ's

Angie posing for us

Courtesy of a Blackberry's lousy camera

Pillow fight anyone?

The V.i.P. area upstairs is what I'd describe as facebookphoto-op heaven. The three four poster beds all covered in silk sheets were uber sexy as BDSM styled chains dangle from the ceiling. No joke. Super sexy.

Ah yes. There were FIREBREATHERS hired by the club..oo lala

Speaking of fire breathers, one of em GRABBED and HELD ME CLOSE while lickingthe flame(is the term "licking the flame" correct?). I COULD SMELL the kerosene on him. SCARY.haha.
He looked a lot like Umaga(God bless his soul).
=p

The CAGE outside the club

Marko and I

All in all, I had fun. I'm not really into clubbing as much as before anymore, but parties as such are worth my while.
What's life without a lil spice eyh
=)

A GREAT day =P (Putrajaya International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta)

2010-03-21T04:26:00.014+08:00

I had loadsa fun last saturday! and it's been awhile since I've had a good one =)

I woke up at 12 cos JOY woke me up!
Yes, Miss Gracia woke me up at 12 and told me to be ready in 15 minutes..
Me, being me. Got ready in more than 15mins .ngehehe

After lunch, we headed to Putrajaya for the 2nd Putrajaya International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta.

TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST... When they told me about it, the first thing that came to mind was

"Oh."

Yes, an "Oh."

We reached Putrajaya around 2 something. I have to admit though, the town itself looks nice. It's like..like...

AN IDEAL MALAYSIA.
A MALAYSIA SO MANY ARE NOT FAMILIAR WITH.
HA HA

Anywho, to cut the story short. We had alota fun!

It was filled with..with..

games, hot guys, hot guys, games, hot guys, nice stuff to buy, hot guys, games and a whole load of hot air balloons. HAHAHHA.
There were a lot of booths set up. Games. Food. A FLEA MARKET. O M G, Joy and I bought these really nice earrings <3 There were go karts, helicopter rides, hot air balloon rides, and such... I JUST CAN'T RECALL yea. I had fun We went up to random photographers to ask them to take our photos and to send them to us. Result: SUCCESS! haha. Ok fine, we haven't really checked whether they've sent them or not. BUT YEA. At least we had the guts to ask. ha ha AND to top it all off. On the way to dinner to meett another friend, I called in to RedFm to win 4 passes to the Earth hour Party in Zouk this coming Saturday. and I WON!! YAY! Perfect, no?heheh. I thank god everyday for life even as bad as it looks at times. Praising him has never been a let down, because things always brighten up for me because he loves me. =)

Ariff: SATU MALAYSIA!

I flew, his wings on the other hand, were shot

Mr. EXTREME!!

sek kuan, why so sad? missing Chuman?

I was like "JOY JOY. Let's make this look like one of those ads. Now, LAUGH!!"

I was thinking of him

Don't look at us, look at the ball!

You can play flying without wings now

Omg. I love these 2

MUMMY DEAREST!! There's a stick right...THERE!!

No one's smiling, BOO

Putra Bridge

;)

We were like asking two adorable kids to keep on playing with their bubble guns JUST TO GET THIS EFFECT.haha

I see something big and black and it's not me

When I see this photo, I think of Shontelle and her song T-Shirt

He was like "It was THIS big! I swear!!"

The Piggy Bank of the Corrupted

I effing want one!

I wanna ride on one of those SO EFFING BADLY

Irony. She was just mentioning how much she's scared of clowns, and he came along "Hi! I'm hot, may I stand under your umbrella?" IRONY AT ITS BEST

Lines

Forgive me for the low quality photos, I'm merely using a 3.2mp camera phone. I lost my digital cam charger =)

We ended the night with dinner with mr. soo jian (In no way related to Kim Jong Il)
and I a video talk with my man =)

Curves are SEXY

2010-03-20T03:47:00.004+08:00

Isn't it exciting?

Curves are BACK

O.M.G.

Gone are those days of extreme diets and rigorous exercise à la torture camps.

Say bye to scrupulously maintaining(or losing) those pounds to a point where "thinspiristic" goals are but a threat to our bodies.

Say HELLO to IDEALISTIC exercise regimes, HEALTHY diets and the allowance to "pig out" without it being labeled as one of the seven deadly "ana" sins.

Girls, embrace what you've got.

OUT

Isn't this such a relief?

. Karl Lagerfeld was recently quoted after sending girls away from a casting because,

"

They looked as if they had grown up in a Third World country with no food to eat."

FOR KARL "ANOREXIA IS BEAUTY" LAGERFELD TO SAY SUCH A THING IS

IS

IS

epic

I'm pretty sure it doesn't mean obesity rules the fashion world as we speak, but a somewhat healthier image is now the "trend".

Ahh...I can't describe how much this is a good thing.

I was getting sick of the "long hair-skinny legs-ribs showing- emaciated" look.HONESTLY.
Being scarily thin is as passé as Macualay Culkin.

Posh OUT, Ditto IN.

ha-ha

Tan lines and softener

2010-03-15T18:14:00.004+08:00

I've gotten a TAD darker. haha. yea.

I was ~~admiring~~ looking at myself in the mirror today to find THIS

TAN LINES
TAN LINES

Ok, fair enough. I had to lower the brightness for this specific photo cos if I had not, the tan lines wouldn't have been as visible.
But nonetheless, from now on, each time I go swimming, I promise to slap loads of sunblock on. I don't mind the whole tanning part, I mind the whole "my skin will end up looking like a prune one day" part. HAHA.

I've found a new past-time... SWIMMING. Gone are the days of jogging and what not to keep fit. I like swimming now. I walked all the way to the golf club today with a friend to find out the pool's closed on Mondays. HA HA. We'll go tomorrow...again :D

SOMEONE tried showing off to me the other day. This guy I really like was like
"That was short!" (after I was done swimming, I replied his text) and I was like
"WTF. I swam for an hour and a half!!"
and he replied
"Oh. I usually swim for 3 hours"

HAH! showoff! He even added how he has Taylor Lautner's body. WHY DO I LIKE SUCH COCKY PEOPLE. Nonetheless, I sayang him a lot. SO SUE ME, and when I asked him
"So what's my sayang doing now?"

his reply
"I'm evaluating my players"...

.
.
.
.
.
EVALUATING. EVALUATING. EVALUATING.
(He's the captain of his football team btw)

EVALUATING

YEA

hahahhahahhahahahhahahhahahhahahhahahhahahahahhahah
he's so cocky with me

and each time we video chat on Skype, he tends to show his arm muscles off

"Look look. My muscles!!"

uh huh.

I have photos of him hugging his cat and his teddy bear. Macho my ass.

and he's super sweet as well.
He knows I have a slight bit of insomnia, so he stays awake for me (even until 5-6a.m.), he allows me to study even though our webcams are on, hes understanding, he listens, he shares things with me, he went to see my parents when I wasn't around, he came to see me the night before I left Kuching even though it was like 1a.m. in the morning(I got back at midnight after watching AVATAR with my parents.hahaha) and stayed with me til 4.30a.m. (seeing that my flight was at 7.30a.m.), he KNOWS what I want, he doesn't put up a front with me, he checks up on me A LOT, he knows how to treat a lady and SOOO much more.

HE'S ALL THAT, and I care for him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much, and just because I listed down the few things he would do for me, it doesn't mean I won't do the same.

I told myself "No more" after being crushed, but with men like this, how to not fall? =)

It's like ..like (FORGIVE ME FOR SOUNDING LIKE A SIMPLE PLAN SONG. Just BEAR WITH ME)

BEFORE

AFTER

(Credits to "RantingsoftheSuperlative1" for the photos)

And those hideous looking band-aids represent him, but in reality hes not hideous =)

Ah...I can IMAGINE how many people are gonna tease me for using such emo like photos.SUE ME. I borrowed them from a site.

I seriously LOVE the smell of softener. It makes me feel all happy and clean =D

and the saddest thing happened today, HALF of my softener spilled on the floor. ADOWH. Sakit.
Thank god I did 3 weeks worth of laundry 2 days ago. Yes.

3 WEEKS WORTH OF LAUNDRY

WHAT

People act as if they do laundry on a daily basis!! ishhhh

Sarees and cats :)

2010-03-10T18:20:00.006+08:00

ah.i need to update.I'm just not sure WHERE to start. Let's see...

I was an usher for the college dinner the other day, and the theme was "Colours of Bollywood"
Yea. AWESOME right??!?!

So...I had to come up with an indian costume fast cos it was Saturday afternoon and the dinner was on the following Monday. I ended up buying a sari. That's not the funny part. The funny part was this

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO WRAP A SARI

bahahhahha..after watching endless videos, I finally gave up. So on the dinner day itself, I got help from two lovely ladies who wrapped my sari for me.hehe.Gorgeous work :)

I loved everyone's outfits that night. I felt so priyanka.HAHAHHA. had the henna on my hand, the bangles, which I bought from Singapore, the bindi, the necklace and the awesome sandals as well. I FELT LIKE AN INDIAN PRINCESS.ahhahhahah, and NO, it's not because I have indian blood, but because I looked like one. nyahahahha

I picked the heaviest material, cos I fell in love with the colour.

Imagine this:

6 or is it 9 yards of material wrapped around my little body. Hell, it was tough.ahaha.I looked bulkier, and yes. It WAS heavy, but totally worth it. Loved it. :D

Next update:

There's this guy I like.a lot. Yes. We were talking on the phone the other day and he said the most ADORABLE thing which made me go AWWW....

"Baby, i realize that people can simply kidnap simba

Cos i saw my neighbor's little daughter carrying her around

Yes, im gonna lock simba in the house"

*Simba's his cat

AWWWWWW....AWWWWW...............

He's adorable I swear. hehe. He tries to act so MANLY and tough, but hes sooooo adorable in my eyes. He sings backstreet boys' songs as well.AHHAHAHAHA. =)

:)

Forgetting my roots (hair roots)

2010-03-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

Put me down

2010-03-01T05:16:00.000+08:00

jerks

2010-02-28T04:33:00.002+08:00

jerks are meant for disney princesses and you

i don't really want one

i know that sooner or later, it will hurt

p.s.: notice how i didn't bother to make use of big caps?

the subject of my post doesnt deserve such special treatment

advice:leave.me.alone

21 things to do before you're 21

2010-02-27T00:17:00.001+08:00

21 things to do before you're 21

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Taking Chances

2010-02-24T16:25:00.004+08:00

SO RANDOM

SPIN. PLZ.

I'm currently in love with this song by Celine Dion, and YES, I got to know about it by hearing the Lea Michele version on GLEE. :D hehe

Don't know much about your life. Don't know much about your world, but Don't want to be alone tonight, On this planet they call earth. You don't know about my past, and I don't have a future figured out. And maybe this is going too fast. And maybe it's not meant to last, But what do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there's solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say? I just want to start again, And maybe you could show me how to try, And maybe you could take me in, Somewhere underneath your skin? What do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there's solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say? And I had my heart beaten down, But I always come back for more, yeah. There's nothing like love to pull you up, When you're laying down on the floor there. So talk to me, talk to me, Like lovers do. Yeah walk with me, walk with me, Like lovers do, Like lovers do. What do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there's solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say? Don't know much about your life And I don't know much about your world

It just boggles the mind, no? :D ha ha

good luck reading that.ha ha

What a week?Yes?No?

2010-02-22T14:18:00.004+08:00

I feel like a little girl in Disneyland each time I open up my wardrobe :D

New things. New things. OH SOOOO HAPPPPPEH

Did you all know that the airport lost my checked in luggage ?
YES.

Jessi and I went flew to Singapore during the CNY holidays and we checked in a bag, my bag to be specific. We dumped A LOT of our things in and checked the bag in.

After reaching Changi Airport, we noticed our bag WASN'T on the conveyor belt.

HOW UPSETTING :(

we lost A LOT of precious and EXPENSIVE items.
We're soo gonna claim back what we lost. They told us that the bag may have ended up in some other country
WOW INTELLIGENT
THUMBS UP to the dumbf***s who lead to the disappearance of our bag.

But YES. God being AWESOME, we got a LOT in return. TRUST ME.

I don't have THAT many photos cos I didn't bring my camera this time round, but Jess did and I'll upload a few as soon as I get them from her. :)

ooh ooh.

I drank two glasses of coffee and a red bull just now. Know why? COS I HAVE 2 ASSIGNMENTS DUE THIS WEEK, AND I LOST EVERYTHING IN MY CHECKED IN BAG.

On a side note, I love Cory Monteith. DAMN he's sexy, and that Vivo City Guy as well, my Mike SHINOBI (not Shinoda thank you :D)

I've gotsss loadsa stuff to show youuuuu..

The other day, I was having lunch with Jess, aaron and suzanna at this curry house in PJ.dayum, it was delicious, but my wisdom tooth was aching like a mofo. WHY. So suzanna brought me to the nearest 7/11 and I bought painkillers. AHHH..I've been pain free ever since. Wheeee~

I must admit, I'm not really looking forward to going back to kuching in May. I'd probably apply for some job just to fill my time and to earn extra cash, it's not as if ringgit bills fall from the sky..or do they..hmmmmmmm

I must admit, being unattached has SO MANY PERKS ;). Thank you sir for liberating me :D ha-ha.

Anywho, my roots are starting to show, and my new straightening iron was in the checked in bag. SO SCREW IT. I'm gonna rebond the roots as soon as my exams are over and I'm done with these god forsaken assignments(Liza, if you have a tonne of assignments, why are you online now?SHUSH, I know)

I realized something, more and more people are wearing coloured contacts. I mean, HEY IT'S COOL AND ALL, but...why.

Are people THAT dissatisfied with their eye colour?

I on the other hand, LOVE my eye colour. I really do.

I wouldn't mind if they were jet black or crystal blue. I love myself and I'm happy to be me. I feel sad for those who aren't. I'm not saying people who wear coloured contacts don't love themselves, that's silly!! I was even thinking of buying RED coloured contacts myself. They look so carnivorous-chic
hehe.
BUT, I'll probably keep that RM60(is that how much coloured contacts cost nowadays?) aside for FOOD. ha ha.
Having only Pepsi for dinner, or coffee for lunch isn't exactly GOURMET kan?

I'm praying that there'll be a sudden drop in temperature in Malaysia so I'll have a chance to wear my new Miss Selfridge leather jacket. NGEHEHEHE..with a white dress and those new black heels (to replace the new white ones the airport LOST) on my 21st..weeeee~

EH. I'm so excited about my college's annual dinner coming soon. The theme will be BOLLYWOOD. I'm so effing excited I tell you!!! I must buy a red sari. :D
saya suka
I volunteered to be an usher :D haha

EH. I'm reading this awesome book I ~~stole~~ borrowed from klaire. ha-ha.Love klairebear :D
The title's "Does my Head Look Big in This?" by Randa Abdel-Fattah.

I'm not done with it YET, but it seems pretty interesting. It's about a muslim girl named Amal who's going through highschool. It's interesting kay? Seriously.

I hate assignments.
:(

DECISIONS DECISIONS

2010-01-23T01:47:00.003+08:00

I noticed for the past 2 months, most of my *important* decisions were made by

Tossing a Coin

Like W.T.H.

Yes, some decisions made by tossing the OH GREAT COIN were infact WISE ones

Many have told me taking a risk is alright and you'll always be OK as long as you have something to fall back on

AND I COMPLETELY AGREE

but...

What if you've had enough

What if you're just sick of being in the same situation...again.

and WHAT IF I'm just comfortable being in that place where

DON'T WANT to

make a decision

whatever.

I'm afraid of Déjà vu

Thank you.

WHY

2010-01-12T19:50:00.002+08:00

I think I'm in love

Now what ever happened to that promise of abstaining from men for the next 4 years.

bah

Blue shirt by Liza Kay and Phoebe Klaire

2009-12-27T05:16:00.003+08:00

God knows whether i'm tipsy or JUST happy. But yea. Klaire bear and I made a video. ENJOY. I WROTE THE SONG

:D

My most Detailed post yet!

2009-12-23T04:01:00.000+08:00

OOh. Let me talk about my week.

... i DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START

I feel as if my days have been slipping by faster than ever this week.

WHY

oh well... I've been having fun :)

Let's start off with Saturday.
I had a get together at my place.
I didn't take any photos.
I mean... WHO DOES WHEN THEY'RE ACTUALLY HAVING A GOOD TIME.~~sidesfacebookwhores~~

so...yea.
Ooh, Talia bought two bottles of liquor, and norman and his friends bought alot of beer.
So trust me when I say IBETWEWEREALLALITTLETIPSY that night. :D

But...I had a good time, and it wasn't cause of the liquor.
OH. AND ALL THE GUYS(and a girl) were so upset Man-U lost that night. OH WELL. :D

ANYWAY...

I went for ~~AVERYEARLY~~dinner with Tabitha, Melissa, Natalia and Jessica on Sunday. We went to ChefAtHome, and I must say, I rather enjoyed it. The LAST time I went there, I was less than impressed.
I had a bowl of mushroom soup and Pan fried garlic butter fish. IT WAS SO GOOD. I swear.
Jessi reminded the waitress like a whole 3 times to make sure her's came with chips. She was like "BUT I WANT CHIPS" when the waitress said "The fish is served with boiled potatoes."

The Caesar's Salad Melissa ordered

The mushroom soup

The pan fried Garlic butter fish

LOL
I Can't believe I'm blogging about food.

SPEAKING OF POTATOES

During the barbeque on Saturday, Ian taught me how to bake potatoes.
WHO WOULD AVE KNOWN YOU HAVE TO WRAP IT IN TIN FOIL AND GARNISH IT WITH GARLIC AND BUTTER. Yes, I don't cook much, hehe :D

After we left the restaurant, we headed to the Spring because James(Tabi's brother) was performing that night.

We ended up going for drinks at Gasoline.

Tabi and I had this chocolate Banana drink thing, Meli had this thing called SNOWY(WTF is a snowy), Talia had this Green hulk lookalike thing and Jessi had this...blue, brown, white thing.
All in all, the drinks weren't bad at all!

Later on that night, Adrian Clark picked Crys and I up and we(as in Adrian Clark, his bros, Crys and my cousins) hung out at 3rd mile.

I KNOW. LOOK. WE HAD NOWHERE ELSE TO GO. YOU TELL ME WHERE TO HANG OUT AT 1.30a.m. on a SUNDAY NIGHT IN KUCHING.

BAH

I met up with Juli and Ah hui.

After that, we decided to look for prostitutes and trannies(COS MY COUSIN WANTED TO), so... we went for a ride.
I swear. It was horrid, cos Adrian and Crys decided to drive by this....guy's house. Yes. and WELL... I didn't want this guy to see me. FOR GOD'S SAKE. He'll think I'm a stalker. WHICH I'M NOT.

Monday was dull. I spent my time doing...nothing.

Oh wait. I did.
I went out with my girls <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" size="5">I LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH BUT THEY CAN BE SO ANNOYING I SWEAR.

Cori

Bibi

The 3 of us, had a GOOOOD long talk while enjoying our ice cream, shakes and fries. YES. WE WERE HUNGRY.

Bibi was the bearer of amazing news that day :D

Ooh. Cori took a photo of me trying to look sexy while eating a small piece of chocolate covered banana :D mmm...yes.I know.epic fail.

After I reached home, Adrian and Desmond picked Crys and I up and we hung out with Kolias, Kid and Cyrus at Petanak. AGAIN. AGAIN.

It's like... Kuching's this one big circuit. You go round and round and round until you go insane.

OH WELL
I LOVE IT.
BIG DEAL :(

Which brings me to...TODAY. WEDNESDAY.

I won't even go into detail. I DID go out, but it was pretty dull. I SUPPOSE.

I can't wait for Christmas Eve!!

My sayang no.549 (JOKING!JOKING!haha), John and I promise to get drunk and be merry.

WHAT?!?!?!?!?!
I'll only be in Kuching for one more week, I MIGHT AS WELL.
I'll be going for Christmas eve dinner with my ADORABLE family.
But to be completely honest... I can't wait for Saturday.YOU don't have to know why. :D

You know what... Someone made me realize my constant need to use smileys after almost every sentence. AND IT'S TRUE.

I think I'm addicted to smileys.

I LOVE SMILEYS :D :) :( :| :\ THEY HELP ME WHEN I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY.

ooh, btw. I was at the...Toy department ~~lookingfortoysforme~~ browsing for toys for christmas and I found THESE

Like WTF. Is this even necessary? to have a doll that SNEEZES? oh Lord jesus! After all this hoo ha about the Swine Flu, I wouldn't have imagined such a doll to hit the shelves at a ....TOY STORE

Do I even need to explain *this*? Oh yes. It's all FUN&GAMES to wipe and wash your ~~baby's~~doll's bottom after it craps a whole load of technically clean un-poop, but JUST WAIT until you buy your kid his/her first puppy. GOOD LUCK

Ahhh. I remember when I was a kid. I had dolls too. I LOVED dolls. I loved Barbie dolls especially. I had this one doll. She was ... african american (I bought her in Target, and she's black). She had a gold fin. She was a mermaid. Looking back, I realized. HEY!A MERMAID DOLL WITH SERIOUSLY TANGLED HAIR AND PERFECT MAKEUP ISN'T WEIRD AT ALL. I mean...nowadays, we have mock tattoo machines "only for you Girls!". Even with my 2 REAL tattoos, I find this toy a waste of time

That's about it. :D
YES. ANOTHER SMILEY

I AM ALIVE! oh Yes I am!

2009-12-18T06:52:00.012+08:00

I've been pretty M.I.A. recently

but I'm back!

Ok fine. I haven't really been away per se

but I have been pretty homely lately

and Guess what?
I'm OKAY now!

I went through a horrrriiiiddd ordeal but I'm doing great now (Jesus Loves me :D)
I swear I'm so THANKFUL for so many things, and for those who know what I'm babbling about...
THANK YOU for being there for me. I love you :D

I've been sleeping less recently, like...5hours in 2 days. I DON'T KNOW WHY

I'm not depressed

I do not consume caffeine like an Olsen Twin

I am not an insomniac

I DUNNO WHY
I FEEL SO EXCITED
I JUST DON'T KNOW ABOUT WHAT!

ANYWAY
yes. i barely sleep now.
As a matter of fact, it's... 7.04 am and I haven't slept
It's 7.04 a.m. and I'm waiting for my mum to come downstairs to make me pancakes. YES.
It's 7.04 a.m. and I'm listening to songs by Ray Charles and the Andrew Sisters on repeat.YES.

I love ray charles.

I love the Andrew Sisters.

I love anything retro. I love it!
If only, I was born decades back, was white, blond, taller and had bigger BOOBIES,I'd sooo sell my right toe to be a

Vargas Pin up Girl :p

UNFORTUNATELY
I'm neither of those things

my attempt at trying to look more... retro 8)

FINE. I'M NOT UP TO YOUR OH SO HIGH EXPECTATIONS

gah. anyway. I'm not sleepy. yet.

oh. b.t.w. For some reason. i love this song called Domino by Drew Ryan Scott(whoever that is)

watch this. Someone remixed his song with Charice Pempengco's acapela version :)

love the lyrics ;)

Heyyyy oooh
Nothing ever happens in this town
Its the same old thing when we go out
A new place to hang with the same crowd
I looked up when you came and sat down
Now im here with you, and i'm admiring the view
I hope you never ever never ever cut me loose

And i dont know what to do because im falling into something
Really cant stop me i'm knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish i promise i'll mend this just wanna let you know yo im falling like a domino
Falling falling falling just like a domino
Falling falling falling just like a domino
From start to finish i promise i'll mend this just wanna let you know yo i'm falling like a domino

Always said true love never happens
a little push a just caused this chain reaction.
I never thought you'd be my distraction
i admit boy you got me crashing
Now i'm here with you and i'm admiring the view
I hope you never ever never ever cut me loose

And i dont know what to do
because i'm falling into something
Really cant stop me im knocking over everything
and you just caught me
From start to finish i promise i'll mend this just wanna let you know yo i'm falling like a domino
Falling falling falling just like a domino
Falling falling falling just like a domino
From start to finish i promise i'll mend this just wanna let you know yo i'm falling like a domino

When it all comes down you gon have my back the last one falls baby we got that youre saying ooh ooh hot hot
Ooh ooh hot hot Keep saying ooh ooh hot hot
everyboby ooh ooh hot hot
When it all comes down you gon have my back when the last one falls baby we got that
Keep saying ooh ooh hot hot keep saying ooh ooh hot hot keep saying ooh ooh ooooo

Keep saying i'm falling like a domino

Falling into something
Really cant stop me i'm knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish i promise i'll mend this just wanna let you know yo i'm falling like a domino
Falling into something
Really cant stop me i'm knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish i promise i'll mend this just wanna let you know yo im falling like a domino
Falling falling falling just like a domino
Falling falling falling just like a domino
From start to finish i promise i'll mend this just wanna let you know yo i'm falling like a domino

hmmmmmmmmmmmMmMmM...boggles the mind doesn't it? ;)
yes. I'm giggling

hehehe
:D

ooh. I wrote a song. wanna listen?wanna listen?

Next post
Now I'm Busy kot :D

Subang Jaya and Damansara

2009-11-05T01:16:00.004+08:00

I've been hanging around these two places quite alot recently

FINE. I'm STALKING someone . lol

JOKING JOKING GEEZ, DONT GET ALL SERIOUS

Anyway

Yea.

I ...erm...like these two places alot. I like subang jaya cos I like the people there. Certain people.

I like damansara Jaya, cos...well, I've a place to stay for the weekend and who doesn't like p.J? and yes, I like the people there too.

I hate one utama though. FAIR enough. I really do. Bad memories=me being traumatized until now.

I remember eating a plate of noodles at some hawker stall in Taman Sea at around 1 a.m. a few weeks ago. AHH...memories <3>peoplestuff would be worth nothing less than RM135 , and me, being a spontaneous type who doesn't believe in carrying around LOADS OF CASH was left with a dollar and a few coins, AND a discount coupon to eat in Dominos! yay? :(

Or how I STUMBLED pass the Damansara Jaya Security looking like Lindsay on a Friday night at Hyde while walking back to my friend's place early in the a.m. courtesy of the LOVELY friends and strangers in Euphoria.

OR HOW... My friend and I had a HARD time looking for buses, or TAXIS for that matter while at the Curve, and we had to wait for MORE than an hour.

I have a love hate relationship with the CIMB's, RHB's, PBB's and BI's of KL/Selangor :D

OMG

Klaire (FO BEE) made a HEELARIOUS ~~statement~~JOKE about how sexy dentists are compared to gynecologists. BAHAHAHHAA....

O.M.G. and Kara said I have weird fetishes!
Klaire is the one with the odd fetish! Imagine this:

Patient: Hi doctor, I need your help. *purr*
Dentist: *smiles* and what can I do for you? *smiles in an Ed Westwick sorta way*
Patient: Clean my GUMS ;)
Dentist: Sure thing baby doll. I have the Oral-B, and you do the *BEEEEP*

hahahhahahhahahhahhahahhahhhahahaha............*sniff*

Hilarious!
I'm not saying gynecologists are sexy, I'm just SAYING that... oh. nvm :D

Imagine a "sexy" conversation with a gynecologist

Patient: Hi doctor, I seem to be having an "itch" down there, If you know what I mean *wink*

Doctor: Ahh. I see.

Patient: Are you going to "do" anything about it doctor? *smiles*

Doctor: *~~scribbles~~writes something down* Here's a prescription for some Miconazole cream...

Patient: Oh...

I GOOGLED it . I DO NOT HAVE AN ITCH ANYWHERE

....
....

MY JOKE DIED THERE

so klaire WAS right. :/

dentists are ... sexier than gynecologists.

I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THESE PHOTOS, NOR THE RIGHTS TO THESE PHOTOS. PLEASE KEEP THAT IN MIND.

.
.
.
.
BAH

:D

I don't even know the primary purpose of this post to be honest :) once again, I managed to waste 30 minutes of my life on a pointless trivial blog post on my uneventful experiences. kudos!

P/s: Sometime this week, someone told me I can eat what I want, drink what I want, do what I want just don't ************************************************************* (DON'T BOTHER COUNTING THE STARS in order to somehow "guess" what it means)
I couldn't help but feel offended.

.
.
.
I WONDER.
hmm

LOL

2009-11-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

My friend, has 2 teddy bears

Mag and Max

Both are female

One looks exactly like mr. Bean's teddy bear, and that would be Mag.
The other looks...orange, she's max

and get this

MAX IS DEAF

bahahahahahha

she uses sign language to communicate with Max.

Adorable bah

lol

P.S.: I'm starting to LOVE medicine :D

Don't understand

2009-11-03T00:04:00.004+08:00

Some people don't understand how much certain things mean to me

so , yes.

Whatever you have to say.

I do not care.

I shall still achieve what I want in life, you just DO NOT understand :)

Anywho, I had a great halloween.LOL

Photos? I'll post the rest later, you'll just have to settle with one at the mo.

I was a supposed "deranged bride" :D
I got the idea from Katy Perry's Hot and Cold Video . :D

I HAVE MORE PHOTOS!!
But not THAT many :(

I had no camera on me, just a phone. a 3 MEGAPIXEL CAMERA PHONE. how shitty.

I'll try to snag a few from my friends :)

TAAAA....

P/S: I wrote a song! O M G. OK FINE. GOING TO... Terence S (Not Terence T) will be my guitarist and FO BEE will be my background singer BAHAHA :p

til then :)

A bad Inspiration, a bad sense of life

2009-10-25T17:30:00.001+08:00

If the goals in your life get darker, and scary, you know it's time to smile

why bother

2009-10-22T18:51:00.000+08:00

some people just do not care, so why do we still bother

Annoyance

2009-10-14T18:02:00.003+08:00

First off, I wish I wasn't so impatient :( I really do.

2nd of all, there's this fella behind me, I'M IN THE LIBRARY, making a million and one noises. I don't know why, but it annoys me. I usually don't mind. BuT, He's being annoying. I heard him talking on the phone, requesting for his friend's assignments and notes. Maybe if he spent less time making noises and talking on the phone in the library, maybe he wouldn't need so much help. He keeps on talking on the phone, LOUDLY, and he turned on his computer, and it was on SPEAKER. Bodo eh. Gine nak jadi accountant kelak.

WHAT

It's true

I did a whole load of laundry today. wehehehe... I'm in the library now :) accomplishment? nah
I'm surprised I managed to.lol
I can't wait for Friday and Saturday :(
I wanna go get my legs waxed ! and another round of fish spa-ing (it's a verb now)
Plus PHEEBS, wants to get a manicure, so I WANNA GO TOO :( We wanna check out this nail parlor at the Gardens this weekend. I wanna get my eyebrows threaded too!! SO MANY THINGS TO DO LA WEI
and I have a photo shoot. SHADDAP. No joke. I received a call. I'll post photos
Bla-bla-bla. Back to globalization :D

Studying is an essential part of life, you are deemed to be labeled a DUMBARSE if you do not study at least a little bit of life. Albeit beer, law, genetic engineering or dancing. Life is like a giant Wikipedia article, opening a tab doesn't make you smarter, it just makes you a Mozilla user :)

Hmmm

2009-10-13T14:54:00.000+08:00

I just got a call from a talent agency

AND

I received a reply from the Uni I've been writing to for a transfer

SHOWING OFF? AM I?

YOU BET!!

lol

I've a class at 5p.m., my roommate and I are being good girls today, cos we're actually going :D hahahahha.I JOKE I JOKE.GEEZ

food strike

2009-10-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

I REFUSE

TO EAT

HERE

NEMORE

bleh

I'M GOING ON A FOOD STRIKE

WHY??

COS I'LL BE MISSING THE BEYONCE CONCERT AND THE TATTOO CONVENTION

I HATE THIS
I HATE THIS SOOOOO MUCH!!

I HATE THIS HATE HATE HATE

:(
I am NOT amused

I wanna curl up in a ball and cry, while listening to SINGLE LADIES on full blast.

P.S.: Miss Kara Karissa Simon a.k.a. karaMEL a.k.a. KASIM

Kau ni jahat eyh. sama ngan adek aku. BLEH.
I hope a group of pandas corner u n ugut u

A song in my heart

2009-10-11T01:31:00.001+08:00

I have songs which remind me of certain times in my life

I associate songs, with memories

Let's see... There's Avril Lavigne's Girlfriend!

OOOH. THIS SONG brings me back to lower 6 and that time in between SPM and the beginning of Form 6
I remember how muc I LOVED this song
It was my theme song (I KNOW ITS HILARIOUS RIGHT)

When I think of this song, I think back of how I would dress in short denim shorts, knee high socks, my adidas shoes a tank top and a hoodie. LOL...

Then there's WITH LOVE by Hilary Duff
OMG
This brings me back to lower 6, when I was INSANE about losing weight. LOL
WELL...I WAS fat before that. so, I had an excuse. I loved this song. When I think of this song, I think of...salads, 2hours of exercise a day, ribcages and ... lemon water. BAHAHAHHAHAH

Phew, thank god THAT's over

Then there's... JAI HO by PCD. When I think of Jai Ho. I think back of how John showed me the so-called "GHOST" in his college. It was like a computer room, in the middle of the night with only one computer on. We saw it from outside. Oh.CREEPY *rolls eyes and LOLS*
I think of this song, cos he KEPT ON playing it on repeat.LIKE WOW.ahhahaha

Let me fit one more in. MY HUMPS BY B.E.P..bahahaha. Brings me back to my SO-CALLED clubbing days in form 4(shut up Marshall, I know u wanna make fun of me regarding my so-called GRAPPA DAYS IN FORM4). Reminds me of Zen and whisky, and vomit, and a black car, a red kenari, denim skirts, pin straight hair and a whole lot of WHAT WAS I THINKING.

and I'll fit one more in. GEMURUH. YES. GEMURUH by FAIZAL TAHIR. Reminds me of my orientation week in UKM. and I DO love this song. It's pretty catchy. Reminds me of Sheikh Muzaphar (angkasawan negara.LOL.ROFLLMAO), my college, sleeping at 2am, waking up at 5am, and a whole load of tears )

lol
I have more. But I'm lazy to search for videos
lol
I will have more memories to make.
I still have my law degree to obtain, to visit L.A. again. To act in a theater play or a movie. To wed, to have kids, to do SO many things :) and I wouldn't want to have all this, without the one I love right by my side :)

As for now, BACK TO BOOKS LIZA. ugh

HAHA

2009-10-11T01:25:00.001+08:00

I'M LAUGHING

Oh lourdes, madonna, rocco and guy
HELP ME
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

I need a frame
STAT!

lolzies

Dance Classes

2009-10-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

Me likey!!

Back to books..hehe

But yes

I am going to attend AWESOME dance classes

I've always loved dancing <3

Another LIza List

2009-10-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I'm in UKM on a weekend. This has NEVER happened. EVER.

I swear

AH...I've work to do ... and plus, I have packed weekends starting next week. :)
WELL
KINDA packed

shouldn't be TOO packed because I have to balance fun and work, no? YES

Oh btw
My parents decided to NOT allow me to get my wisdom tooth extracted in the UKM's dental clinic BUT by my usual doctor back in Kuching. Dr. Ng, great doctor. hehe
awesome. In otw, MORE TIME

I'm so excited

I have a few things to look forward to in the upcoming weeks

FINALS (meaning:end of this semester)
Holiday (YAY!)
Tattoo convention (It WILL be superb, I HAVE to go. NOTHING'S WRONG WITH TATTOOS. To each their own)
Auditions! (I've one more coming up real soon)
The All American Rejects' Concert !!
...22nd of November, I'll be in Kuching. I can't wait. I miss so many people :(

AH...speaking of fun. NEXT YEAR
I'm GOING to Singapore
I asked my mum
and she said GO ahead
omg
I can't wait
I love singapore
It's so clean, the food's great! The people are great. It's like...A FIRST WORLD COUNTRY in between 3rd world countries (SERIOUSLY IT IS THOUGH)

AND next year, there will be a UNIVERSAL STUDIOS in SINGAPORE

Can you say "ooh.nice"?

I loved Universal Studios in L.A., so since Singapore is nearer and a WHOLE lot CHEAPER

Why not? :p

OMG
I CANT WAIT I TELL U

And i know the PERFECT place to stay

I SOOOOO SOOOO SOOO CANNOT WAIT

gawd

I just googled it and it seems amazing

:)

I love 1st world countries
They make me feel all fuzzy inside .lol

Giving up is hard to do

2009-10-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

Who ever said it's easy was a heartless loser with zero passion for anything

I wish I was he

A word of Advice

2009-10-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

To anyone and everyone

IF you choose to talk bad about someone

LET THERE BE A GOOD REASON TO

It's OK to OBSERVE

Like if I were to say

"Wow. He sure LOVES TO SLEEP"

Go ahead
like
wth is so wrong about being observant

but please
don't go overboard

IF you choose to say...

"OH GOD. She's sooo fat, I hate her"

AWESOME
You've just graduated from the University of Bitches United

Please
for God's sake people

IF
you're going to make a nasty comment about someone, TO THEIR FACE

think twice

YOU never know how ONE comment can hurt someone else (I'm not saying I'm hurt by anythg anything anyone has sad recently) Imagine this
You're peacefully walking with your friends, and you meet someone new, and that someone goes

"WOW.Nice bag. I had one too... When I was 12"

PLEASE
Grow some balls (for the men) and stop being such a bitch (for the women)

If you need to comment so badly about someone, keep it to yourself, or someone you can trust.

To hurt someone without any due reason is just pathetic. Like REALLY.

And another thing

Just because you have no "cool" (God knows what your def of cool is but...) friends to show off, please...no pretending to. It saves us from laughing AT YOU and saves you the heartbreak of knowing you're a loser.

Lemme tell you a story of a girl who was a "cooool" (self proclaimed) girl back in high school. She had the COOLEST clothes, and the "COOLEST" friends. Like WOW. She rode in a freaking car with a sun roof, while her ex-friends were walking by foot. Awesome, no? She was what I'd call...a bitch. A real BFH (google that).

Ahh...many years, a bout of acne, and 15lbs later...no close friends. Maybe just one.

Shall I call it karma?I DON'T BELIEVE IN KARMA

She did it to herself

and what happened to her so-called "glam" life?
It left her, cos it needed a life too.

If you're gonna be a bitch. Think about it many times before you say something to someone, especially when that someone didn't say anything about you :)

Washing Clothes and that BASTARD Jon Gosselin

2009-10-09T10:24:00.000+08:00

I hate washing clothes by hand
I don't really mind paying extra to use a washing machine
well, that's what I do
If I could find a launderette here, I'd just send my clothes there

I don't mind mopping
Washing dishes
Cooking
BUT I HATE WASHING CLOTHES

pisses me off
like
UP TO HEEERREEE

OOOH..I just LOVE THE SHOW ~~bastardoftheyearlousyassalbinolookingmanbitch~~ Jon and Kate plus 8 :D

We ALL know how adorable and GORGEOUS the kids are
and how PUSHY and how much of an ATTENTION WHORE the mum (kate) is

But there is just ONE thing I HATE ABOUT THE SHOW

the ~~demonchild~~father (Jon gosselin)

While he was still with Kate, he cheated on her...with 2 WOMEN

i'm sorry to say, any man, who has the guts, or even any woman, who cheats on a loved one SHOULD BE DUMPED
AND SKINNED
AND LEFT OUTSIDE IN THE SUN IN PALESTINE WITH A SHIRT WHICH SAYS "shalom y'all"

SERIOUSLY?

oh... and even after the divorce, he would go for girl after girl...HURTING THOSE GIRLS, HIS EX-WIFE, AND HIS 8 FREAKING KIDS in the process.
bastard no less

I hate you Jon Gosselin
I don't know you
and I still think you're a demon in disguise

I mean
what do girls see in him?
Oh
I KNOW
~~MONEY~~ I mean
PERSONALITY...riiite

IT CANT BE THE LOOKS

Jon: You deserve to be castrated

Why i'm so upset?
IMAGINE yourself
in the shoes of his wife, his MANY girlfriends, or his kids

BASTARD-NO LESS

oh, and btw
I think Kate's horrid too
THEY DESERVE EACH OTHER
but poor kids :( bah. stupid Jon Gosselin
I HATE HIM

Is there such a thing

2009-10-09T00:36:00.000+08:00

as being LAZY to eat and find food?

gee

I am lazy sometimes.haha

I hate texting people u know
I get lazy to reply

WHICH REMINDS ME

SOME number texted me
said Hello
I replied
"who is this"

person replied,
asking me to be FRIENDS

I was like

"I dunno u"

and THAT same person replied

"I know, that's why I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND. Can or not? *insert LAME ass animated smiley here* "

I...being a lazy texter
didn't reply

sides
I'm Taken
and in my world, that means
NOT layan-ing phantom texts

Baby gonna be proouudd of meh! :p

Update update!

2009-10-08T21:23:00.000+08:00

I've been really busy lately

slack once, regret later

bah

Anyway
I am in the midst of finishing assignments, writing official letters and studying for my final term. I'm not gonna go out for now.
I have a dentist appointment on the 6th of November. Yes. Appointment to EXTRACT my wisdom tooth. Yes. TOOTH. One Bloody Tooth, before it gets infected. OH FISH STICKS! I wanted an earlier appointment, but the earliest they can make it will be during STUDY WEEK. HELLLL NAw

I NEED to be able to FUNCTION during both the study and exam weeks. WHY? Cos I need a good GPA to TRANSFER somewhere (IM NOT TELLING ANY OF YOU WHERE :p)

This will be the first time since I was a little kid I'll be getting my teeth pulled out. NERVOUS KAY?

Ugh. lemme summarize what I've been up to lately.

Eating delicious pork mee in PJ

Eating Chilli Cheese Fries at Carls Jr.

OH. Delicious Siew Mai

Eating at Dominos Pizza

SHUT UP
I'm NOT fatter
I've lost weight as a matter of fact
It sickens me how I don't eat enough sometimes
Cos like
WHAT A WASTE U KNOW
I DIDNT FINISH MY SHARE OF THE PIZZA
I DIDNT FINISH THE CHILLI CHEESE FRIES AT ALL! EVEN AFTER SHARING WITH SOMEONE

GAH

I mean
Yesterday
I ate QUARTER of my VEGGIE porridge. A SMALL BOWL BTW
and 3 onion rings
and half a can of coke
WTF LA
and i walked ALOT
I reached KL for God's sake

and I ate half a plate of nasi lemak today.. TAHTS ALL. WTH.

WHICH REMINDS ME :)

I went for an audition yesterday. WEEE
hahahha
shut up. I didn't know it was for a FILM
malu eh

My friend who's involved in all of this asked me to try out la
SO he gave me the contact details and such
SO I EMAILED THEM LA

half way AFTER agreeing to audition for the role (WHICH I THOUGHT WOULD BE SOME PLAY OR SOMETHING), I found out the role's for eurasian girls. AND FAIR ENOUGH
They thought I'm eurasian. They (as in the director) asked me what kacukan am I. Gila kan. Ah. Oh well. I said. BIDAYUH INDIAN IBAN CHINESE. He must've been surprised : WHY'S THIS GIRL SO PUTIH
then again, the indian relatives I have aren't black.
I just... JUST...
feel black la
I called zizul many times just to reassure myself I'm not BLACK
SHUSH
I have issues
I KNOW O.O
oh god
It was painful to audition
I was given a script to read
OH AND GUESS WHAT
i found out maya karin auditioned too
swanky ey

I KNOW I KNOW
ugh
rofllmao
whatever la
the director called me beautiful
bangga I
whats done is done
and WOW
I've Indian blood and they Think im eurasian cos I'm like fair and what not
INTERESTING
ITS LIKE

A SCOTTISH MAN
and an

ICELANDIC WOMAN

Producing

.
.
.
.
.

LIL JON o.o

I'M NOT SAYING MY MUMMA OR MY DAD ARE BLACK
I mean
look at my sis and my bro
they're both so
HITAM
bahahahhahhaha
I JUST HAD TO SAY IT
i rove my siblings

ah. whatever. Genes will be genes. As confusing as they are at times, AND NO. I've nothing against dark skin, to be completely honest, I think it's sexxxxxxyy!!

Fish spa-ing :p LOVE IT

IKEA-ing WHATTT
IT'S LIKE DISNEYLAND
but in PJ

Hanging with my cousin, nieces and nephew.

This is ALIA. gorgeous aint she?

Stephanie MY COUSIN and Aida my niece

Faris my nephew and Stephanie again.lol

Love them.

Then there's

studying...

and more...studying

anywho

More later

Photo of the day
Taken outside Pudu Prison
lolz

I've been very vain lately
MUST BE the stress of having to sit for exams soon

Family,BFF's and mooncake

2009-10-06T22:00:00.001+08:00

I have a few people I LOVE
They make me laugh, cry (for all the good reasons) and they make me, ME.

My parents
How can I not love them?
They love me unconditionally
They buy me things
They're always there
THEY MAKE FUN OF ME HOW CAN I NOT LOVE THEM?
I love their sarcasm...:D most of all, I love them

My UNCOOL big brother and UNCOOL poyo small (NOT LITERALLY) sister
Both of em may not want to admit, BUT THEY LOVE ME. I SWEAR
Before I left for KL, they both gave me gifts :) Norman gave me a sony walkman and Crystal gave me something from M.A.C. (then again, she STOLE my lipgloss from M.A.C. ...snake)

KLAIRE. FO-BEE KLAIRE
This girl is one ANNOYING BFF. UH-NOYING AND ADORABLE :P
:D this girl is SOO poyo and awesome at the same time
SHE CAN SING TOO
I SHALL POST VIDEOS
she was there all the time when I was feeling down the 1st time I reached West Malaysia
Those late night talks with her and Adrian Clarke (ANOTHER ONE!) were soothing
oh. SHE LOVES PETROSAINS.lol

JOHNICAL ANDRIESSE aka JOHN!!
This guy is one bad ass BFF.
We met this year and we've been close eversince
He'll be there when I need a hand, and this guy SLAPS me back to reality A LOT. He loves dancing to any song by the PussyCatDolls!lol
PLUS: He LOVES me driving his car :p

just LOOK at JOHN. Can you say ANTM?
I'm sorry we didn't get to spend that much time together before I left, but I SWEAR we will soon

jessi. :) my BFF
FINE.I'll use a better picture
happy?
She has been close to me since form3. We were clasmates throughout form 3 till form 6
Although she's studying in PJ and I in Bangi, we still spend most weekends together. (I'll post more photos of our outings later)
This girl is ODD.YES.
SHE DOESN'T LIKE TWILIGHT
zOMG
gila

AZIZUL HAKIM
I call him zeez for short
We be BFF's yo!
He loves cats as much as I do.lol
I have a very BAD photo of him. I keep it as blackmail :)
He and I are gonna write a letter to Tyra Banks one day :p
OH.DID I MENTION. He is the BIGGEST ANTM fan ever. Try him. He can remember every single contestant from cycle 1 til cycle 13. He can remember the photo shoots as well.
LOL

Ren and Nernny
My new BFF's
They're so annoying as well .lol :p
They're good girls (to a certain extent)
Ren is from MIRI and Nernny is from SABAH
Ironic isn't it
They're going to Sunway in 2 weeks and I JUST WENT last week! GRRRR

Miss VIVIANA LARA a.k.a. BIBI
The creepily serious BFF with the ODD sense of humor :)
This girl is really mature
We used to be so lame
How we'd go out EVERY weekend once upon a time
We went to prom together, for Rainforest World Music Fest together (remember Leonard, Bi?lol)
We're still very close
and the older I get, the more I realize how much she's been a good friend.

JULI AR
lol
Juliana Tan Joe Lee a.k.a. Ryona
lol
She's a GREAT friend.
The BFF who plays DOTA
hahaha
The last trip I went back to Kuching, she and I would hang at the coffeeshop eating kampua mee til 5 am.!lol
I miss her loads

Ann Marie Ho Bena
The BFF with the techno shit
If this girl were to live without computers, or cellphones, or a car, or anything with batteries
for a whole year, she may go into withdrawal
LOL
She's fun. and SHE LISTENS TO PUSSYCAT DOLLS TOO
I swear
I was in her car and it started playing.lol!

Corina Roria a.k.a. KAK Cori
LOL
Alamak this girl
If I had to pick someone as weird as me
I'd pick this girl
The weird BFF
I LOVE HER LAUGH
bahahahahha*snort*..hahaha
I've known her for years!!
eh, girl. What happened to our dreams of studying in the U.S. together? ONE DAY!
REMEMBER!
you'll be in Hawaii and I'll be in L.A. :P

Kara Cassidy Hendrix.lol
KARA KARISSA SIMON
We may not have an extensive history of friendship...yet
But she's one girl you just can't help feel close to.
She's soo purty and she loves her Cassidy Fung (I got the name right, right?hehe)
She was at my birthday party and we drank and bitched the whole night. fun BAH KAN. lol
I remember first meeting her back in primary 6 at my friend's place, Kara was the BITCHY neighbour from Miri (LOL.IM SORRY.I WAS 12!!)
And we sent HATE letters to each other, but eventually became friends. Hilarious right?lol
and no, she's not bitchy... until she and I get together.LOL
She'll be in KL this weekend!! YAY!

So far, that's about it.
I'll add more people as soon as I get photos :p

and Adrian Clarke
I consider you an AWESOME BFF
I love shopping with you
and talking to you
and karaoke-ing! we've got to again. OH
I scored higher on the Bidayuh Quiz than you. Berasa Tergugat ka?

I love them =(

You wanna be thin?

2009-10-06T15:05:00.000+08:00

Ever heard of thinspiration?

well...I have a photo for you
A photo which will make you wanna lose sooo much weight
A photo which will motivate you to lose em chubby bits

A photo which SCREAMS thinspo and will make you run to the nearest Guardian Pharmacy to buy up their stock of Clenx Tea and slimming whatever
A photo which will make you say

"I SURRENDER"

Introducing

my FAT ASS CAT CHIMMY

Now, SHE'S FAT
.
.
.
.
Feeling motivated yet?

Make-up

2009-10-01T20:38:00.001+08:00

Yes

I am pretty bored and free at the moment

I need a break, and I've decided to talk about

Makeup

Yes

Makeup

Anyone can wear makeup
pfft...even Boy George wears makeup (duh)

I've picked a few FAVOURITE items

SOOO...Let's start with the face

For me, I use 3 products to give my face a more...matte smooth flawless glow :)

You see that stick looking thing? That's an under-eye concealer. I bought mine from The Body Shop (Because I Love saving the earth :D)

It's called "Lightening Touch" (shade #1), and I'd say it's a GREAT under-eye concealer because first off all, it's easy to use (all you have to do is twist the bottom part and apply, like how you'd paint! voila! gorgeous eyes :D ) and 2nd of all, it contains aloe vera, making it a great moisturizer, which is essential for the under eye area

For the foundation, I use Lancome - Maquicreme Infinite Comfort Cream Foundation
, (#40) which BTW, is SPF 15 . I'd say it's a fairly good foundation which isn't drying and I'd recommend it for those with dry skin and for those concerned about avoiding wrinkles in the future :D It's not sticky, it doesn't dry out, and it gives your skin a really luminescent glow and it doesn't feel heavy on the skin like most foundations. I like it :)

and lastly, I use Maybelline New York's CLEAR SMOOTH Shine Free Face Powder (Light). This powder is really amazing I'd say. It's non-comedogenic and it supposedly doesn't clog pores.lol
I like this compact powder because it doesn't feel heavy on my skin and it's fragrance FREE and oil absorbing. oh, and it's very affordable. I forgot how much I bought it for, but I'm pretty sure you can find it in Watsons or any other drugstore.

Hmm... I suppose the next thing I'd use would be blusher. I personally adore using blusher because I'm so PALE. Yes, Pale. Others would tell me how fortunate I am to have fair skin, but I'd say it's not all that. I'm not saying I dislike having fair skin, I do love it, but it's nothing really. I believe anyone can look good, fair or tanned. :)

But yes. I love blusher. I use a rosy pink blusher . I'm not very sure of the brand, it simply says "Media" on it and the shade is RS-1... I'm not sure really. My mum bought it for me. I know it's made in Japan.lol. But whatever, I love it! It's subtle and it's rosy, perfect for my fair skin.weee...!! hehe... I tend to use this on a daily basis because it's subtle and natural looking, if applied LIGHTLY. Making it PERFECT for me :D

For those days when I wanna look more "made-up", or a little tanned, or when I want a sun kissed look, I'd opt for a bronzer. I use The Body Shop's Sun Lustre Bronzer in Shade#1. I find it useful for giving me that sun-kissed healthy peachy glow, but I try not to apply too much because being a fair skinned person like me, applying too much bronzer will only contribute to diseased looking skin :D I apply it with a normal blush brush, although I was thinking of buying a separate Kabuki brush to apply the bronzer, but...bah, i'll think about it...there's no point

I kinda like using cream blushers because I find that cream blushers last a little longer than normal powder blushers. I use The Body Shop's Cheek Blush Blush Creme. I don't know if they sell it under the same name now, because it seems to me as if they've changed the name to Sheer Sun Gel. Well, whatever it's called, I love using it because it's easy to apply and it doesn't require so much time. It's hassle free and I absolutely ADORE the colour.

OK. Next. The EYES. I believe the eyes should always look amazing because "your eyes are the windows to your soul"... it doesn't really have much to do with make-up... so... ROFL.WHAT AM I SAYING

I'm just saying the eyes should always look beautiful and the make-up for the eyes should always be appropriate for the situation you're in. For example, in the day, when you're going for class, or going to work, make-up should be kept minimal. It's alright to have eyeliner on, but nothing OTT. When you're going out for a fun night out with your friends, I believe it's OK to vamp it up a little ;)

Let's start with EYELINER
I use Mac's Fluidline Eyeliner Gel in Blacktrack AND KATE's Gel Eye-Liner in Brown.
I think it's an almost essential thing to have a black eyeliner AND a brown eyeliner because there will be days when black will be considered OTT and brown will be PERFECT as a replacement.

see the difference? :D TRUST ME. It's a whole lot darker. My flash causes a slight fade.
I love both eyeliner gels, because they're

waterproof
long lasting
dark enough

Next : Eyeshadow

I use cream eyeshadow as a base so the powdered eyeshadow won't strip as much.

I use benefit's Creaseless Cream Shadow/Liner

I have 2 shades. One is Gossip,
a plum like tint

and sippin' n dippin , an orange almost satin-like colour, which BTW is also a Limited edition shade for this line.

I love both colours because they're perfect for a night out in the city and also for a simple outing to the mall.

These cream shadows ARE crease free and easy to apply. They have a satin like feel, which makes benefit's creaseless cream shadow a PLEASURE to use.

Ah... I LOVE Rimmel London's COLOUR RUSH mono special effects eye-shadow in 060 Bronzed. LOVE. o.o

it's affordable...If I'm not mistakened, it's about..RM15...?RM18...?Something like that
Compact
The colour intensity is...PERFECT

I love it. Nuff said

What else

Oh yea

Have you heard of The Coastal Scents 88 Palette?
well... I heard about it online, on some youtube videos and in some magazine months back.
So I ordered mine online
To be completely honest
The palette is AFFORDABLE
If you were to add the price of the palette and shipping, I'd say you only have to pay RM124? I mean. SERIOUSLY. It's considered cheap. OR you can buy them off eBay for a cheaper price if you're fortunate enough to find a seller.
They're no way as expensive as the M.A.C. palettes , which are amazing as well, but the Coastal Scents Palette IS worth it.

Here are some swatches from the palette.
Oh. and you can either choose from an Ultra shimmer or Matte 88 palette, as you can see, I picked MATTE :)

I mean LOOK at the colours
How Vibrant and Intensed the colours are
and...It's long lasting :)

There's been alot of debate and questioning about these palettes and whether they're safe to use, and to be honest, alot of makeup we use aren't exactly a 100% safe, whether it's Bobbi Brown or some cheap drugstore brand. I'd say just read up and if possible, allow your skin to breathe every once in a while.

MASCARA. I used to think buying mascara was a waste of money because no one really looks at your eyelashes. AND COME ON MEN, YOU KNOW YOU DON'T CARE WHETHER YOUR GIRL HAS 3 INCH HAIR ATTACHED TO HER LASH LINE RIGHT?
I COMPLETELY AGREE

BUT

I bought myself mascara anyway, just to add a little OOMPH! to my lashes, I totally find false lashes unnecessary.
I bought Maybelline New York's Intense XXL Volume+Length Microfiber Waterproof Mascara (PHEW.THAT WAS A LONG ONE)

BEFORE MASCARA

AFTER

meh.

Last but not least, THE LIPS

I have a friend named KARA (yes, YOU KARA. U lepeh you :D remember, para sailing in NOV!!)
She posted up these photos of herself without any makeup on, but with just contacts on and Body Shop lip gloss and she looked AMAZING. She has such sexy lips (dont get all cocky on me now). What I''m trying to say is that the Lips are equally important as every other feature :)

I like to keep my lips soft with alot of lip balm. Tinted lip balm, colourless lipbalm, it doesn't really matter.

I like to use the Rehydrating Brightening Lip Balm by Skin Doctor before applying anything else.
What I dislike about this product is that it's kinda liquidy and BITTER. But it does work. It's also affordable. It's around RM30 per tube and you can buy it in most drugstores :)

I also use these:

I like tinted lipbalms because they're like lip glosses, but good for the lips :p
I use M.A.C.'s Tinted Lip Conditioner with SPF 15 in Petting Pink and I like this one because it has a pleasant smell to it and it gives a real rosy pink colour to the lips.

See the one with the cartooned Lips on it? That's my BodyShop Guarana MTV Limited Edition Lip Butter . It's a white-ish shade. I like the smell and the fact it's a great lip balm but It sort of makes my lips look pale. Nonetheless, I still use it.

Lastly, the BodyShop's
Raspberry Born Lippy(TM) Balm
I love this one the most
Smells good too
Works as a lip balm and a PERFECT Lip gloss
<3

As for lipstick, I have a favourite (which my mum wants!)
I love benefit's full-finish lipstick in Thrillin' Brazilian
It's a gorgeous colour. Perfect for any occasion. It's a slight brown peach pink with a hint of glitter.

As for lipgloss, I'm down to one because I gave my M.A.C. lipgloss to my poyo sister Crystal Gail :)

But whatever... I think M.A.C. lipglosses are highly overrated and overly priced at that. In my HONEST opinion, I find Lancome lip glosses much better. :)
I use Lancome's Color Fever Gloss in Mauve Pink . It may be pricey but it's worth it! It's not like MAC lipglosses which are damned sticky. It doesn't make your lips feel dry after removing. It makes the lips look damn sexy I tell you. I mean, I DON'T HAVE sexy lips SADLY. I'm not Kara Karissa Simon BAH KAN? lol
But after using the Lancome Color Fever Lipgloss, I feel pretty :)
EH. I know. I look like I have loadsa pimples. Please, they're pimple SCARS. Get it right :D

BEFORE

AFTER ;D

ah. yes.
but, to be HONEST once again. I like going out with makeup on, yes, but I'm the kinda girl who DARES put vanity aside alot of times. PLUS, i do not need to impress the guy I'm with cos I'm pretty sure he likes me for who I am, and WHO said makeup makes you look prettier? It just ENHANCES what already is there, and it's fun to shop for makeup and to try them out anyway, it shouldn't be applied to give you a "second" face, makeup should be applied for fun, and to enhance what ALREADY IS THERE.

Plus, I think it's essential to let your skin BREATHE.
So...nowadays I wash my face. Toner. Moisturizer. Slap some sunscreen on and face the world with a smile :) OH.
AND MY NUMBER ONE BEAUTY PRODUCT

Silky White Magic Face Powder by Silky Girl (Pretty in Pink)
shut up
go ahead and laugh
IT HELPS.
IT'S NON COMEDOGENIC.
IT DOESNT CLOG PORES
ITS OIL ABSORBING
ITS A SUNSCREEN and IT ONLY COSTS RM4.20
IT WHITENS SKIN (FOR THOSE WHO NEED IT.LOL)
AND ITS PINK

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sue me

I like it

A little update

2009-09-07T19:40:00.001+08:00

as of right now. I feel very ... lazy, lethargic, unmotivated.
I wonder why
I have a few possible reasons for my pessimistic mood...

I'll be in Kuching in 2 weeks
I have a 20 page essay to pass up and I'm NOT done writing it
someone just ruined my mood
I regret spending on stuff I realize I do not really want
I need a detox, a diet and an exercise plan
I was sick for the past few days

I JUST WANNA GO TO DISNEYLAND AGAIN

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U DO NOT KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO WAKE UP FEELING SAD AND ALL U WANNA DO IS GO TO DISNEYLAND
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=.=

Jesus... thank you for liberating me. Thank you for dying for me. With bigots all around, I need you. . .

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I want to go to Disneyland and meet prince Charming

omg

PRINCE CHARMING
YES!

Let me describe how I'd like MY prince charming to be

Tolerant and tolerable ( It goes both ways.haha)
Handsome ( I'm not calling anyone ugly, I'm just saying I don't want someone who looks like a hybrid of Amanda Lepore and Shrek)
Tall (NOW THAT SHOULDN'T BE A PROBLEM SEEING THAT I'M ONLY 5feetNONE)
Loving and Understanding ( oh how one expects too much)
Hung (Don't blame genes)
Himself (I hate it when guys pretend to be something theyre not, something horrible... THEN AGAIN. I suppose it is BETTER the PRETEND than to actually BE something horrid eyh?)
NICE (I want someone nice. YES. I may make jokes. BUT... Most of the time, or shall I say all the time. I don't mean the jokes I make =.= . I do not want a guy who points out every negative detail about me, my friends, my family and anyone in general with enemies as an exception ) :)
Smart (I don't need another Einstein, but I do not need a KEN BRAIN either)

I've decided. My prince charming shall be
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YES I KNOW
HE'S FICTIONAL

\SHUSH/

a girl can wish

Oh. yes. my hair feels softer now. I WONDER WHY
I DIDN'T USE CONDITIONER FOR DAYS

I SWEAR
I WONDER

I WONDER WHAT POSSESSED ME TO BUY A CERTAIN DRESS
WHEN I WEAR IT
I'LL TAKE A PHOTO
AND U CAN JUDGE ME IF U WISH

I wanna study. ciao. I'll update lata. I've got loadsa JUICY JUICY YUMMY YUMMY FAT STORIES. Yippeeeee :P

One Malaysia? Mr. Prime Minister...All the Best

2009-09-03T14:46:00.000+08:00

An interesting story about how a poor decapitated cow caused a bigger racial drift to occur

I'm pretty sure many of you have heard of the recent "Cow Demo Story" which recently happened in Shah Alam, and if you haven't, please do read up about it.

I FOR ONE AM DISGUSTED

LISTEN : I am not a racist, I am NOT. I do not keep any hatred towards anyone of any race. I am disgusted because all this talk about ONE MALAYSIA and our people are still acting like bigots?

One Malaysia?

Quotes taken from the Prime Minister's speech on One Malaysia

Policies that look after the interests of all races? I CERTAINLY HOPE SO

I am in no way blaming the government as the cause of the protest, but if the views of the people don't change, how do you expect there to be a OneMalaysia??

For so long, we group ourselves based on race, based on colour.
Aren't we Malaysians? Aren't we a united nation? Because I SWEAR i DID NOT get the memo saying otherwise.
We take comfort in what I call racial pride. IN NO WAY AM I SAYING THERE IS ANYTHING WRONG WITH BEING PROUD OF YOUR ETHNIC ROOTS, BUT PLEASE FOR THE SAKE OF OUR COUNTRY, LET IT GO.

LET IT GO.

How can anyone call themselves nationalists if they keep pulling out the race card?
Religious barriers, ethnic barriers should be abolished from our mindsets. If this is what we call Merdeka!, please... Go home and restudy your sejarah books to have a better concept of what a united democratic country should be about

Excerpts from Tunku Abdul Rahman's Merdeka Speech on the 16th of September 1963

JOY AND UNITY? HARMONY AND TOLERANCE? ... and we criticize countries like the United States for allowing the oppression of the african-americans to be carried out for so long? OPEN YOUR EYES TO SEE HOW TIMES HAVE CHANGED. Did you watch the inauguration of the FIRST AFRICAN AMERICAN PRESIDENT OF THE U.S.? or were you too busy pointing out the mistakes of your fellow countrymen of different races? Racism isn't a game, it isn't funny...no. Racism is what we call a barrier of prosperity and democracy.

For God's sake please... If you're not going to be tolerant for the sake of others, please learn to be tolerant for the sake of a Great Man like Tunku Abdul Rahman and the other great nationalist heroes who fought for you, for me, for everyone else in this country. STOP BEING SO CLOSEMINDED, OPEN UP YOUR EYES AND REALIZE THAT IT'S TIME TO CHANGE STOP BRINGING EMBARRASSMENT TO OUR COUNTRY IN THE GLOBAL HEADLINES

STUPID
I believe there's a special spot in hell for racists
If one race is to be called supreme, then why would God have created everybody else? for the heck of it? RIGHT

I am honestly appalled with what I read and watched.

POOR COW
POOR PROTESTERS FOR BEING SO dumb

I will pray for the sake of our country, for the sake of our future, that things WILL change. Every religion teaches LOVE for others, despite racial and religious differences.

LOOK, I'M SORRY BUT
this really upsets me. I love MALAYSIA: the country, but I, like a lot of others, am beginning to lose faith for a united, prosperous Malaysia.
These issues on corruption, racial arguments, religious arguments just annoys me so much. Can't you see what we do, brings us down as a whole and as individuals?
Singing songs and reciting oaths everyday will not instill a Love for our country or for those who inhabit it.
It starts from the head.
I love Malaysia, but...

When will it start??

ah whatever. Happy MOOdeka to all of you
Wake me up when things change :)
which reminds me... why don't you just "ISA" the protesters? YES. "ISA" THEM. It's a term now :) Malaysia BOLEH

My date with UNICEF and a Monkey

2009-09-01T14:55:00.000+08:00

On Tuesday, I got to skip class to attend a talk at the UN office. I figured it would be a great opportunity to know more about the UN, seeing that I am taking a degree in International Relations.

The moment we walked in, we were greeted by guards with guns and a metal detector. Talk about safety.hehe

We were given a talk by 2 officers, a Miss Maya and a Mr. Yusoff Omar from Mauritius. Mr Yusoff Omar is a UNICEF representative who has been working with the UN for over 20 years now. Both enlightened us on alot of topics, including the requirements needed to work for the U.N. ( I know my goal now :D )

Today is Thursday and I am not feeling well!!

After class, I spotted a monkey! YES. A MONKEY. A rather cute one I must admit. It was sleeping, on the floor at the Social Science and Humanities Faculty Building, DARN CUTE I TELL YOU
Here... proof
See that thing in the middle? That was the monkey. So adorable I swear. When I came back, a big group of people were surrounding the poor boy. LOL. amazed as I was, without realizing how silly it is to be fascinated over a sleeping monkey with a bun by the side :D

Ah. I'm tired
I need rest. lata

I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING

2009-09-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

It's 2 a.m. and I realized.... My roommate isn't here. LOL

WHATS FUNNY IS THAT

I DIDNT REALIZE

HOW HEELARIOUS IS THAT??
I KNOW!! LOL right??

I knew it
I am lame

EH
I bought these reallly nice sandals
and guess who told me to?
Mr. Adrian Clark
I was like
"Hey, are these nice?"
and he replied
"Yes, they are, they're like GLADS"

GLADS
GLADS
GLADS

Adrian's awesome

OOH

Bak kata Blythe (As Blythe said) :

"THOSE AREN'T BOOBS. That's fat"

OOOOH...AHHH...Heelarious
and they say I AM MEAN??

plz
men are so bitchy and metro nowadays
Them and their "shoe and boobs" talk

Anyway
It's 2 a.m. and I know that nowadays, I'll have to work harder
It's not secondary school anymore
I didn't reach my fullest potential because I was LAZY and too caught up with trivial matters
NO MORE
I have dreams too
Real, solid dreams so tangible I can practically TASTE them happening
yes, taste. :D hahaLOLRofl

So, Liza is working hard
I don't want to be JUST ANOTHER Malaysian graduate
what ever for

...
...

anyway
I'm sleepy
I bought myself mac Fluidline eyeliner

REVIEW

Price : OUCH
Glides on easily
Doesn't smudge
Lasts rather long
It's M.A.C., it shouldn't be a sin

goodnightbai

It's been a while

2009-09-01T01:57:00.000+08:00

For some reason, the one week which just passed feels surreal.

I DO NOT KNOW WHY

It's not as if I was skating with penguins

OOH. Let's see...what happened...

Nothing much really happened
ok fine, I'm too LAZY to blog about anything in detail...
I wanna be one of those lazy boring bloggers who readily JUMP at the question "Do you blog?" , but in reality, they barely do...hmm...

I'M NOT MAKING ANY SENSE
IT'S 2 A.M.

WTH

Hazie just called me...we're going to UNICEF tomorrow
cool eyh?

I wanna go back to sleep, but I'm not going to :)

I takde mood hari ini :(
bai

A little something called a Dream

2009-08-27T01:25:00.000+08:00

I once had a dream to become an archaeologist
I once dreamt to become the next Britney Spears (THAT didn't happen)
I once thought I'd be a chemical engineer and enjoy it

Oh how dreams have changed
Oh how life's circumstances deter us away from what we wish at times
I am not going to lie... I am a christian, I am NOT religious, nor do I believe in religiosity as a stairway to heaven, no.

I believe god loves me, sent his son for me, died for my sins, sees me RIGHTEOUS IN CHRIST and not my strength ( I KNOW. THIS IS LIZA WE'RE TALKING ABOUT...but yea)

I believe he loves me, and he allowed those things to happen to give me better things

LISTEN: I'm not one of those religious folk who believe in punishment from God, Satan punishes, God saves :)

Back in form 5, I couldn't see why certain things happened, but guess what?NOW I see

I recall my first week in KL this year as something out of a nightmare. Why?

I didn't get my Law Course
I was in a university I did not want (at first)
I lost something I saw myself having for the longest time
I felt...alone

Thing is... 2 months have passed, and I have found my situation improved. Why? well...

I got another course, International relations (and a shot at interning at Wisma Putra next year and a bigger chance of becoming a diplomat (Ray will be proud :D )
The thought of being in UKM is growing on me, I kinda like it :)
Whatever happens happens, but I know God has seriously strengthened me. I no longer feel that ... pain I felt before. No more. Thank God. I believe that if things aren't meant to be...it's o.k. I know God has better things for me
I don't feel alone no more, besides my friends (great friends), and my lovely extended family in K.L. plus my awesome family and friends back in Kuching, I KNOW, Jesus Loves me(shush Azizul, don't judge me! :D )

I never wanna feel helpless ever again... because I'm not. God is NOT helpless, therefore, I'm not helpless. Whatever I do, I do through Him.

OK. NOW THATS JUST THE TRUTH Y'ALL SHOULD READ ABOUT HOW I FEEL KAY

and just to make one thing clear... I still am very much in love with Law studies. The thought of it, makes me smile. :)
and I promise myself, that it's going to be my second degree one day...If not within the next 5 years, the next, if not, the following...

AGE AIN'T NO BARRIER

(I probably made Donatella Versace smile)

OOH OOH. MY COLLEGE, GOT ITS WATER SUPPLY BACK YAY!! AND IT RAINED

OOH AND B T W
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I gave a presentation in class today, and I realize how this one particular guy in my class, is extremely smart. He's like a walking encyclopedia. I felt....DUMB... But he's really nice that I admit and his political views are just and diplomatic. He sure loves politics. I wish him all the best and I'll pray he'll fight for what's right :)

What else... I buka puasa today with Hazie, Nernny and Ren .. YAY(I was stuffed!)
lol

OOOH. TWO DAYS AGO. I watched Twilight for the FIRST TIME ( I KNOW IT'S LATE)

AND I ABSOLUTELY ADORE EDWARD CULLEN (NOTE: Edward cullen, Not Robert Pattinson)
OMG... I am so into it now, I'm gonna start reading the books!lol

I saw the Trailer for "New Moon" and that Werewolf dude looked HOT

Let's just be honest here, Robert Pattinson is one handsome guy, BUT his character( Edward) outshadows him. Instead of playing the character, his character is playing him. NO OFFENSE, HES STILL SUPER HOT

But, Taylor Lautner? oh god. NOW THATS HOT , He's so hot, he has his own zipcode : 123-HELL-o
I'll be front row and center during the premiere :D

is it alright?

2009-08-21T01:58:00.000+08:00

to fall ?

Why now?

... :)

Have a nice weekend, I know I will

In my honest opinion

2009-08-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

Some people sabotage their own happiness. Blaming others as a result of pride and self-denial. If YOU encompass one or more of these traits, YOU are probably to blame for your own sadness. If you have more than 2 traits, you most probably are a self-absorbed bigot.

In your mind, YOU can do no wrong. In your mind, you seat yourself next to(or rather above) the likes of Mother Theresa
Without realizing how unfair you are to those around you, you criticize, you put down, and you let them down.
You make primary use of the letter "I" (e.g.: I am better than him. I am going to show them. I am right, YOU are wrong)
As you're reading this, you feel a sudden tinge of anger or guilt or sadness or all 3, but most probably anger. In attempt to not be deemed a Bigot, YOU hide your feelings of anger with sarcastic "holier than thou" remarks
Revenge seems to be your scapegoat.
Emotions? What's that? a song? (My point exactly)

Let's not name names but I'm pretty sure we know one or two or more BIGOTS in our lives.
I'm pretty sure one or two or maybe more think I'm one (maybe I am?maybe I'm not. How would you know?you're probably too busy listening to your own mind-sermons, judging others shouldn't be an option)

Then again...the fact that I'm writing this post indirectly makes me a bigot! ... oh well...

People may like you, people may not, you may live in a big mansion or a hut, you may drive a BIG car, or not...
It doesn't matter to a bigot. Why? Because Bigots do not affect those PEOPLE around them. No, they affect themselves and the ones who care.
O.M.G. WHAT MESSAGE AM I TRYING TO GET ACROSS ANYWAY?I FORGOT. BIGOTS DON'T LISTEN. i probably won't listen either

"	Bigot
	A bigot is a prejudiced person who is intolerant of any opinions differing from their own. Person extremely intolerant of others and irrespective of reasoning."

I rest my case

Eyes

2009-08-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

omg. I froze

I seriously FROZE...!
THOSE EYES 0.0

I was silent! I didn't move! I just stood there STARING at the photo frames
ugh...I mean...Cigarette smoke has never smelt this good...EVER

FIRST OF ALL: I do NOT smoke, and I probably NEVER will
I'm just saying, it has never smelt
this good ;)
OMGWTFIJUSTREMEMBEREDSOMETHINGByE

WTF I HEARD UKM IS GONNA QUARANTINE US FOR A WEEK??

NO!

I HAVE PLANS!
Lord Jesus,
Let me complete my classes and tutorials tomorrow and permit me to catch a bus and hop on a KTM train all the way to Bandar Tasik Selatan and a taxi to Taman Orkid Desa as I usually do first. THEN...let it quarantine it's students.
In Jesus' name I pray
AMEN

I cannot be quarantined
why?

I'M NOT SICK
I'M SCARED TO BE STUCK WITH SICK PEOPLE IN UKM
My roommate's leaving TONIGHT and who'll stay with me for a week????!!!
I have plans with my friends this Saturday!!
I left my SOME of my revision books at Klaire's!! fine. I left ONE.but I NEED THAT ONE
I MISS THEM
wtf...it's called being quarantined for a reason. How much fun could it be??

So please do pray for me ok :(

I miss Chimmy

oh lord that's something

2009-08-19T09:06:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting here. blogging
in between classes
my next class is at 10

OMGWTF
I have cultivated a sudden interest in KEDAH

Did YOU know that the Burmese and the Siamese fought in Kedah around the year 1875...and blablabla...almost 200years later....

I attend political evolution tutorials every Wednesday :D
omghessocute

Anywho... back to class.

:D I'm a Vegan now